I read your story. I am new to this site...i randomly fell into it while doing some research. I decided to register just to connect with you!
First, how does this note find you? How are you? I really hope you are doing better. ☺ My name is Natalia (i live in California, but i was born in Argentina). Nanickore, You have PURPOSE, GREAT purpose in this life. You weren't just born, just to be born. You life is worth it to this world. To me. And to your family. And to God. You were uniquely made, embellished by The One Creator, Jesus Christ -- who is MADLY (very much) in love with you. And who is also completely heart-broken b/ someone has STOLEN the identity, the pureness, the joy that he instilled in his very own child— you. He meticulously thought of you and created you, even before you were born! This same Creator, Jesus Christ, is also The REDEEMER/RESTORER. What does this mean? Everything that you lost, that someone took away from you, he will RESTORE it: You self-worth, your identity, your family, your friends, and most importantly your... Spirit/soul. You will be and feel like those younger days when it was “full of hope and perspectives.”
There is an enemy out there whose sole job is to Steal, Kill and Destroy (John 10:10). He will plan and use anyone to do this. And that very sick person who abused you as a child, was manipulated by this enemy. The devil. He hates humans. He wants them destroyed. He will do anything to robe, abuse and distort your mind and soul (hence, “Steal”)…to the point that you hate yourself... to eventually not want to live (Kill & Destroy). He lies to you! Tells you are dirty. Worthles. There is no solution for you. Youre not going to get better. He will blind you (2 Corinthians 4:6 “the god of this age”= Devil). BUT, there is GOOD NEWS: the weapon to beat and destroy this enemy in a way that he will no longer have control over your life….and that is through The Bible- The Word of Life. He runs from it. He flees like a coward when you declare the word of God in your life! And little by little as you nourish your spirit with words of life, God is nourishing you out of the brokenness, and restoring you with Hope, Future……. and perspectives! Because Jesus came so that you may have life. Real Life! (John 10:10). Because that is exactly his PROMISE to you: “ For I know the plans I have for YOU (Nanickore], plans to give you HOPE and a Future, WHEN you seek me, you will SEEK ME with ALL your HEART.”(Jeremiah 29:11 & Luke 11:9) He is a God that CAN’T break his promises. You are the perfect person for God to use to RESTORE. You know how many people will find HOPE in Him through your story!? Wow. Many people! He cant use people who are perfect. What is there to fix? What do they need? Nothing.
This is not religion. These are true words. He heals and restores the broken. He is just asking from you: "can i do this for you? I am here...just give me a chance. Let me show my greatness in your weakness. Through your brokenness, my name will be glorify. I will put you back together piece by piece. I love you, Son. And I am sorry for what they have done to you. But I am bringing justice to your life. Just look up to me. Seek me. And you will find me. I wont let you down, Nanickore"
Restoration comes through declaring the Word of God, Prayer, and Believing = It Constructs your Faith =) (Philipians 4: 6-7)
I'll be more than happy to be a mentor to you. We can skype, email. However, you'd like.
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