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i want to kill myself
Ok well I wanna kill myself but I know Its wrong and today was the 1st time I actually did anything about it*i took a few pills* well now I'm feeling really sick I guess I took at about an hour or 2 ago. Anyway I was sexualy abused by my brother in law when I was 9 turning 10 I am 12 and only this year I've been wanting my life to end. Its all mixed up I know that's in it but its my love life to I cry because of that because the guy I love doesn't knowi exsist(he's 18 his 14 year od brother likes me)and other things I've kept inside 2 lng anyway how can I just stop this feeling of wanting to kill myself,feeling sick,and stop being depressed
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So am I the only one that finds a problem here with the fact that you are 12 years old and in love with someone who is 18 or even more serious that her brother in law did something illegal to a minor? First of all, I should address the suicidal notions. If you have or continue to take pills to attempt suicide you need to go to the doctor and make sure that physically you are ok. I know I am late in responding to this, but you may need to have your stomach pumped. I understand you are under a lot of emotional damage. The other person was correct. You should tell somebody. Don't keep in inside. Seek help from your parents and get therapy. There is nothing wrong with therapy. In order to face these demons you have to take the first step to recovery. You need to tell your parents about what happened. Your brother in law should be arrested and taken to court and black listed as a sexual predator. He committed rape. I know that word seems harsh, but that is the seriousness of his conviction. If he did it to you, how do you know he wont do it to another. You need to tell your parents and go to the police. If he threatened you or whatever to scare you into not telling then I am sure there are other charges he could be brought up with. Get him off the streets. Now for the other thing about being in love with an 18 y/o. Sorry to be really harsh, but you are only 12. You have not experienced enough in life to understand certain things. You may not want to hear it, but the same thing goes into affect. Statutory Rape of a minor if the 18 y/o does anything physical with you. It's a good thing he doesn't like you. You need to realize the bigger affects things could have on you and others. You are still immature and definitely need to seek some professional help. I think the best thing to do is to handle your demons first and seek therapy. Taking pills is not the answer and don't do anything that will hurt you. Do you nt realize the seriousness of this. You are 12. Thinking of committing suicide. Hell when I was your age I was still playing video games. Well, I still do that now anyways. LOL. But seriously, if you do anything think of the people you will be hurting, like your parents and things. You need to be honest to yourself. Tell you parents. If you can't tell them then find a counselor at school. Tell the police yourself. Find someone to tell. Make sure you tell them that you have suicidal thoughts and that you have already acted upon it one time. Please please please seek some help.
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You need to tell someone about what happened to you. Right now, it's stuck inside of you, and it's eating you from the inside out. Until you get it all out, it's going to be there.
Go to your parents or someone else you trust and tell them you took pills and you need to go to the hospital. Afterwards, tell them what your brother-in-law did.
I highly recommend seeing a licensed therapist, as they can help you work through your feelings and help you cope with what happened to you.
Please don't kill yourself. I hope you find happiness.
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Ok, first of all I do not understand your question at all. I read your question 3 times and still, the only part I understand is the pills part. You should really work on that.
About the advice, and you might think this is completely stupid and you might not even consider it, but it really is more than worth a try.
Theres a pastor in Houston Texas who can help. His name is Joel Osteeen. He preaches in a HUGE building every Sunday and there must be over 10,000 people there. He has a show on the church channel of him preaching. With whatever tv network you have, search his name and you'll find it. It goes on at around 11:30 pm. If you don't want to do that, you can just look him up on YouTube and watch him there. Tell me what you think after you watch, if you even watch at all. Please, email me at melanielovesdylanobrien@gmail.com and tell me what you think. He will change your way of thinking and motivate you to be positive about everything.
He also has a (I guess you would say) series of books that are honestly, life changing. I strongly believe that it'll help if you really listen to what he has to say.
Honey, I hope I have made a huge difference in your life (indirectly of course) and I wish you good luck :)
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