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Heart Broken And Ready To Die
Why is it so hard too kill yourself?.... I've tried it soo much . I can never do it! Ive puttin soo much knives to my throat i even asked people if they would do me the favor. I offered a couple grand. Just im sooo depressed ! The love of my life is in mexico visiting family! Im just soo sad cause out of no were she calls me and i barely wake up and she says i cant deal with your bullshit anymore, soo i say what ?? Whos this ? She says yesenia and i was like wasup babe?? She says she doesnt wana talk toe anymore. She clicks and i call her aunt and says she doesnt want to talk to me ever again! Soo i gave her time to think a couple of days and i call her again and she dont answer her aunt says shes busy or do something! You know what i think is she found somebody else over there in mexico and probably did something with him and she doesnt want to feel guility so she broke up with me..... I would still take her back thats how madly in love i am with her ! Shes my life ! I live for her ! I want to get married with her , i want to have kids , have a great family, have tons blessings, and be very healthy , the most important thing is to be with my wife! I know she wont take me back sooo im giving up! Its the easiest way! I know what im going to do. Im going to make her CD and leave my girlfriend yesenia a letter say i want her to be happy amd how much i love her! And her to have tons of kids and have a great husband cause i cant! Im a mess up. I know i dont make her happy at all. Im the most horrible person! Being heart broken is sooo painful ! Ive lost 15 pounds in 9 days i never want to eat. i just wish we together and she was laying on me shoulder just telling me how much she loves me! But i know thats never happeningg! Im 15 and im going to kill my self ! The best way listening to our songs and staring at pictures we took and just get hammered and just cuting my wrist. Doesnt sound painfull at all. I want yesenia to have a great life and just to be happy! I wish i would of gaven that to you babe! I love you! I love you soo much more then love! Te amo mamita chula mi princesa! Love you babe!! Us way past forever te la promento ! I more then promise and swear maybe well be together after life who knows!! I love you my queen! Bye.
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Heartbreak is one of the most painful things in the world to go through. When I was 16 I went through my first heartbreak. and it sucked...I was sad for a couple months before I began to feel normal again. The good news is I did move on and don't feel any kind of feelings towards him anymore.
Now I am going through my second heartbreak. And it sucks a little more than the first. This just goes to show you that even though something hurts right now...it won't last. Time heals everything. I felt so much stronger for my last bf than for my bf before that. And I know that its going to take me some time to feel normal again, yet I know that one day I will find someone who I feel even more strongly for than this guy.
I truly believe that there is someone out there for everyone. And I know it sucks SOO BAD right now because you have such strong feelings for her and she didn't really give you any closure. But killing yourself is such a waste. You are more important than this relationship you are in. You can always pick yourself up and better your life!
Its going to hurt for a little and I know that sucks :/ But really try not focusing on it. For example, I only let myself cry once a day for a limited time (like when you're showering), then make it once a week. And before I know it, I'm no longer crying. Try to make yourself go out and do stuff with friends. Go to the gym. Better yourself in any way and your confidence will go up and you won't feel as bad. You will find someone who will appreciate everything you have to offer and never have to worry about them leaving you.
I really hope this helps! If you need anything else just feel free to message me!
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I'm sorry if I might sound a bit rude, but I'm upset that you're giving up on love and you're about to commit suicide over one girl! This is what makes me upset: Someone who has so much life to live and they hung up over the petty thing and the small things in life and they think death is the only way out! SUICIDE IS THE COWARD'S WAY OUT!! There are more girls in the world other than Yesenia. And so what if she found somebody in Mexico. She's HAPPY! So why can't you go on with your life and be HAPPY? It's upsetting to me that you think this is the end. THIS IS NOT AND WILL NOT BE THE END OF YOUR LIFE!! You need to search yourself and find out why she said she couldn't put up with you anymore. Maybe if you work on that, you'll be ready for another relationship. I'm here to tell you suicide is not a way out and you will not find peace on the other side if you go through with your plan. I'll be the first one to admit, I have no idea what your going through! I don't know the first thing about having a girlfriend and I'm 16! But I do know about life. But I know about love. And I know what it feels like to lose somebody whether they were an ex-girlfriend, or a loved one. My grandmother passed away a couple years ago, but I know for a fact that she wouldn't want me to kill myself. She didn't let people stop her from living. She always pushed me out of my comfort zone and inspired me to live even to this day! I know it's not the same as you and your girlfriend, but love is still love. You have to accept the fact that she is gone. She is happy in Mexico. So you be happy. DON'T EVER COMMIT SUICIDE BECAUSE ONE BAD RELATIONSHIP IS NOT WORTH YOUR LIFE!
I really hope this helps!
~Andrew~
P.S. You always have a friend here.
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You are 15, Way to young to be hung up over a girl like that.
Seriously, Lets look at reality for a moment. Yesenia isn't the only girl in the world that is going to take interest in you. As hard as it is to hear that's just a fact. Also, If she doesn't want to be with you then it is her loss. True happiness doesn't come with relying on other people, It only comes with being happy with ourselves first.
Instead of dwelling on it, Fix it. Move on and meet someone else. Stop contacting her.
The best thing you can do is just move on from it and focus on you. At 15, You are old enough to get working papers and get a part time job. If you feel extremely depressed where you are loosing rapid weight then see a therapist or see a doctor for depression. Yesenia is not the end of the world, You have a future ahead of you.
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Good lord. I'm fifteen too, and I get that it must be painful but suicide is just never the answer. So many people have been where you are, and they've moved forward. Will you really end your life for this? What about your family? Your friends? Your future? You're talking about having kids and getting married when you're 15! Just calm down and tell what you're feeling to someone you trust! If she doesn't want you, she doesn't want you and I'm sure you can find another girl. Please re-think what you are doing. You have a whole life before you, full of new people, new friends, new experiences, don't end it over someone who doesn't appreciate you. Just keep calm and realize that you have so much potential. I think it's sweet that you want Yesenia to have a great life, that's really good, but I'm sure she wants you to have one too. For you to have a great life, you have to be alive. So please re-think. Dios te ayude! Best of luck [:
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