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not good at dealing with life: I am going to kill myself in the morning.
I am 30 as of may eighteenth of this year. I was a recovering drunk and addict in aa for 1.5 yearz intil a month ago. I live in atl ga. I lost the great job through no action on my part on friday and the girl the next day. My beautiful flower. I have neen a fuckup all my life. I put forth great effort this time to have the world snd the people in it take a sbit on my face. I am going to kill my self in the am. I am going to steal alot of money. Get alot of crack and alot of booze. I am going out into a small.patch of woods near my place vet really f'd up and cut huge chunks out of my wrists. This is no joke nor is it a cry for help, if anything this is a declaration of intent. To wbom ever reads this our world is a nasty place and full of nasty people. We dont cberish anything but greed and deception. We use words and emotions carelessly. Be true, kind and genuine. Dont tell.someone that you love them unless its a certainty. I love you mom D.C. and i love you to brother....... sorry but i will.not alow my self to be a piece of loser shite any longer. I R.H.C. have had enough. Bye
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Taking your own life is a waste I tell you. Obviously God has a great destiny for you, but someone wants to mess with you and His plans. You have to pick yourself up and fight for your right to live the life your meant to live, theres a reason for the season that youre in, its going to get better! This place is filled with nasty people but its also filled with people who im sure would do anything to see you happy, you mentioned your mom and your bro, dont do this to them, if anything they wanna see you recover. Take charge bro, you can stand up and defeat the demons in front of you!
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I was at the verge of killing myself a few months ago, so I understand your despair and grief. But today I'm really happy and I love my life. If anyone would have told me I would be this successful, I wouldn't have believed them. But it's true that life can be wonderful and you can be happy again, no matter how awful you feel. I'm a living example of it. Yes, there are many evil, vile people in this world, but there are many many awesome people as well who want to help you, and make you feel happy again. Go get help immediately! You don't deserve to die! You deserve to have the best life you can have, and when you kill yourself, you are admitting defeat. You are admitting that you let all those awful people break you forever. Don't let them! Be tough and be a fighter! I don't know if you'll get to read this, and I don't know what you're going to decide, but suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You seem like a wonderful very very hurt person, who doesn't know how to handle his awful pain. You shouldn't be dealing with this alone! I agree that you shouldn't allow yourself to be a "piece of loser shit!" You should fight for your rights, and prove to all those losers who want exactly that, to break you, that you won't be defeated and you'll prove how awesome you are! Good luck!
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I'm 16 and I was on the verge of killing myself just a couple days ago. I cant tell you that I know exactly how you feel because then I would be lying, but I do know how it feels like to be shity and to feel like the world is against me. you're right the world is a cruel and disgusting place to live in. but the people who live in it is what makes it better. I'm not trying to tell you to not kill yourself but all I am asking for you is to think. think hard of what you are doing, think of your mom, think of your brother, think about the people that love you. if they were to find out you killed yourself then they would feel so heartbroken and so depressed that you're gone. if you need help talk to me or talk to AlexisGirlie, she is a really good columnist that could help you, she helped me and talked to me about my problems. please don't end your life there is a lot of people that love you and care about you. -Sincerely David-
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