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is death right for me
like i was saying i have been so ashamed of myself that i hqve have treated my wife badly now she left me. she and my boys was my only reason to live i have had a chip on my shoulder and told my wife i hated her. ...i truly love her with all my jeart i just dont want to run her life no more when she could have a normal guy. she and my boys are four hrs away it hurts so bad the pain is the worst i cant stand it i want it over with i lost my family im a total looser i cant deal with this i need it to b over...if u have any advice please email me. its ericm8896@aol.com. im suffering and cant go on i love my family so much but pushed them away now my wife hates me her family hates me...she was my world i just wanted her to be happy. and i was so ashamed that i was meanto my wife thr best thing to ever happen to me i lost her and my boys. why go on
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Maybe give some free advice about: Families?
YOU GO ON...
To Redeem Oneself:
To restore the honor, worth, or reputation.
You owe that much to your kids, don't you think? They want their father, no matter what his past problems with the law or pills. Not just any father will do.
You say all of these people hate you. Think maybe that is because you hate yourself so much? Perhaps you see that hate reflected in your own eyes? Maybe you have a lot of shame, anger, resentment, sadness festering in your heart like a bad infection?
Guess what?
THERE IS...
Hope:
The feeling that what is wanted can be had.
You just need some real help to get your head screwed on straight. Seems you had a very hard start in your adult life, and have taken some shady paths. Help is there for you, you just have to want it and go get it. Not going to the clinic doctor to get more pills help, but going to a psychiatrist or mental counseling and getting your mind some help.
Get your mind right, man. Then go about getting back into those boys' lives. They want you there, believe me.
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