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lonely. but do i want a best friend?
18/f
i'm a senior in high school and in about 3 months i will be going to college. Here's a quick update on my life
-have a boyfriend. dating for 7 months. he's absolutely perfect. my soul mate. we are wonderful together
-my mom moved FAR away for work
-my best friend and i used to be really close but about something happened and now we are really distant. i havent seen or spoken to her in like 2 months.
i feel really lonely. when i'm with my boyfriend, things are amazing. i'm happy with him and we have a ton of fun! :) but then when i'm not with him, like at night when he's working, i get really lonely. i live with my dad and we get into fights sometimes. he's really annoying and we dont really get along that well.
I'm really confused on what i want. I want a best friend because i miss having girl time. I miss doing girl things like shopping or having a girls night out. but at the same time, i really hate girls. they're either bratty, bitchy, annoying, brag, disloyal, can't trust, obnoxious, want attention, liars, there's always competition, jealousy etc.
i can't tell you how many best friends i once had, but then ended up separated. i just wish for once i could have a best friend who wont cause drama and trouble. who i can actually trust, who i can have fun with and not worry about jealousy between us or anything.
i'm so lost. By the way, I dont really have many regular friends either. I play a competitive sport so pretty much i dont have a life outside of school or sports. Its kinda hard to explain.. i have school friends who i see in school, but outside of school i dont have many friends who i can hang out with.
I just get lonely sometimes, but at the same time i'm so sick of girls being bratty etc. I want a real friend. i'm not really the "social butterfly" either.
also, i think i might be trying too hard to get friends.. like do you think i should just go with the flow? or should i try harder?
i'm so confused! please help!
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My dear darling. rule one you will know girls are drama! Unfortunately you won't run far from that.
But maybe try talking to some of the girl friends you haven't communicated with for a while.
Even try fixing things with you former best friend.
Friends are very hard to come by. I have had many failed experience in those as well.
Try both being your self of going with the flow a bit more. and see what happens.
Friendships arent develoved over night they are formed over a long period of time..
*Hope This helps
^Jasmine;
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Nothing is wrong with having friends. Although, if you're bored at night you should try finding something to do. There's sports, clubs, get a Netflix subscription, read books, etc. etc.
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