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mom still will not be on the same ground as me. Forever hopeless
Oh my god I don't think I will really get anywhere in a better place with my mom. Her personality just irritates the hell out of me like I am going to go crazy in my head. She does not get me just cause that I seem to act lazy does not mean that its who I am going to be for the rest of my life. Once I get my own place it will be more organize than this house. There is really nothing I could do in my part for her to speak to me much more respectfully. Cause she thinks its fine to have such a demeaning tone in her voice cause from the other country we came from its ok. Well I dont think its ok its sounds rude. And I hate that kind of rudeness. I walk into a same room with her and she tells me to open the lights like hey stupid drama actress do it. She has a problem with me mentioning her at sunday school although the subject I was talking about was me just me. I even ended up self critizicing I have to talk there cause I did not want to seem like I don't talk to people. What her problem is that I sound fake how could i fake that out. What bad did I say if I said yeah my mom can not stand me sometimes. I feel like she just has problems with my fashion and everything so what am I supposed to do be naked in front of everyone will that make her approve of it. I even tried to be much more social and made a new friend today but she still will not back the hell off. I think that seems too extreme. Throw away my eyeliner that is so so insulting. And is it cause she is jealous of me. I am in my 20's could do those things. I don't get what she see is so sexual about me that she behaves like I put out and things like that. I don't even know any men or had been sexually active. this is just to rude for me to deal with. Sometimes it upsets me so bad that I believe her insults and I get all like yeah lets just have sex when I am around a guy. And after it I just think why did I do that? See how I would think like I did something wrong. One movement I do and all of the sudden its bitchy. I even wore preppy clothes and to her its still like oh your trying to attract a guys attention. what am i supposed to do then when I cry she acts me the same question. God she needs to back of my personal fucking life.
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