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Self Injury / Depression
I guess this comes under meantal health...
Ok well i used to be a cutter last year.
Bad i started about 3 years ago and stopd lasted year.
The thing is ive got so depressed lately all i want to do is harm...
I just want to get a knife and go deep.
To be honest im waiting for someone to cut me by accident or whatever. (if you get what i mean)
Im not a type of person that takes the wrong road twice so i really dont want to go back to it.
ANd im full of advice for everyone... except me.
I just want that red liquid to emerge from my skin.
To trinkle down my wrist.
To feel the stingy numbing pain....
Please point me in the right direction
Vikki
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ive gone through the same thing with cutting. my depression has gotten better since i started doing sports a few weeks ago although im trying to stop cutting for the third time i still have major urges.
try writting stories or poetry (which you seem very good at)
you know what will happen if you start cutting again. at the end of the day cutting doesnt solve anything and the problem is still there so just remember how hard it was to stop.
i hope this helped any. if you need anything or want to talk email me.
brie=)
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you are what is called a masochist; someone who enjoys pain. therapy and good friends can help biggo.
if you have trouble with that, then ask your guardians if you can see a pyschiotrist. they're people who prescribe medications for people. it's most likely the fact that you are depressed and want a way to get rid of your sadness by distracting yourself. you may just need to find something else to do when you feel that way. something that makes you happy and that you like to do.
one thing is for certain: it is NOT okay to hurt yourself. i don't know your personal situation, but remember that you are not the only one in pain in this world and there are people who would love to have your body/life. be grateful for what you DO have and cherish it!
i hope you get help. i hate to see you hurt yourself ):
take care~
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i haven't gone what you're going through. i just wanna make that clear right now. but i see where you're coming from. and i understand depression...
you need to find something to do to keep your mind off of it. i know it's hard. i know you're gonna struggle. but luckily there are things you can do.. fun things besides inflicting pain... like the movies, or the mall or friends or sports or music.
if you have aim, talk to me on there
xxes25
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I once watched a v show that helped me alot when i was going through a really rough time, there was a famous psychologist on who gave some great cutting advice.
If it's seeing blood that makes you feel better, then drip red paint on your wrists, colour them in in felt tip, red shower gel ect
If it's pain that makes you feel better then use an ice cube on your writsts and do a cutting motion, it will sting like hell and go numb but wont actually harm you
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these websites might help u alot
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tc
love ya
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You may not have noticed but you write poetry very well. wanting red liquid to emerge from my skin, to trinkle down my wrist, to feel stingy numbing pain. The thing with cutting is they resort to it because it helps them release their pain. A way to get around that is find something to replace it. The thing that could help you is poetry or even writing stories. You have a gift for good descriptions. Give it a shot by writing out your feelings through poetry. The more you write the less you want to start cutting again. Your emotions are trapped but writing out those emtoions will help you recieve closure. It is easy to help someone else but it is hard helping yourself the most.
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