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Evil thoughts
This is terribly hard for me to confess - and its awful - but lately I've been fantasizing about someone close to me dying because that would give my ex-crush a reason to contact me, and comfort me, and for me to get close to him again. It's sooo bad, I know. Especially since I shouldn't even be thinking about him in the first place (he used me for third base) -- and I deinitely do not want anyone to die!! What can I do to stop thinking liking this?? Help me please cause I feel awfully guilty.
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aww its fine to feel like that. do things you love with your friends and take your mind off him. i have done that many times. it is possible that the other ppl around you like your family and friends arnt exactly being the most loving to you at the moment. which is making you even more desperate for love. ive been there before, and the feeling will go away with time. i promise. -hope i helped.
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I know exactly what you mean. I've felt that exact same way and it does make me feel different from everyone else, like a bad person. But don't worry, I know for a fact it's a phase. This has nothing to do with your friend dying, so don't feel bad. It's just a way in your mind to get closer to someone else. So you should get over it soon, or until you talk to him. Best of luck (:
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try to set your mind on something else. its NOT weird. its just a phase your body and mind are going through right now. but talk to a friend you trust about it and get her advice.
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