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i think somethings wrong with me...
I've been acting really weird lately. Like there's my boyfriend.. and we're going through a rough time... and like a keep freaking out when he tells me he's gonna call on the weekends and he ends up calling like and hour later... and then he'll tell me he's going out and I'll flip out... but like that just gets me going crazy and I totally freak out. But then I also get upset with other stuff too... like stuff that's happened to me is I cry all the time, for no reason what so ever... i feel like i don't belong here at all and like I feel like I don't want to live (sounds horrible I know)... I get angry really easily...I feel like I don't want to do anything anymore... I sleep really weird.. like I'll sleep and then wake up from a horrible dream or just keep waking up... or it takes me a really long time to go to sleep... and like sometimes when I fall asleep while waiting for my boyfriend to call I'll wake up and then just freak out and jump up and get my phone and start calling him a million times.. and i can't concentrate that well.. and like this is on a DAILY bases... I have no idea what's wrong with me.. but please give me some advice
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It seems to me hun like you have got depression. I'm not an expert on the subject but i suffer from severe depression myself and what you have just described is like your describing me. When someone says something i don't like i don't forget it and i will cry over it later on in life. I suggest you see a psychiatrist as thats what i used to have but i need a more qualified one now. They may put you on anti-depressant tablets i am on those but i have had to take a higher dose. If you need anyone to talk to you can visit my piczo site and talk to me on there. i won't approve your messages so nobody else can see them.
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love Dirrty Dani x
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You most likely have some sort of mental illness like depression. This could explain all your weird pains and feeling sick, as well as your mood. The best thing I can tell you to do is go to an adult that you trust or think you can trust and explain your problem. If your school has good counselors, try talking to them. If you don't know how much you can trust them, maybe test them with smaller problems before talking about cutting and taking pills. But this is really affecting you, so you need treatment as soon as possible. Therapy could help, and so could the right medication. And if nothing else, it will help to get these troubles off your chest by telling someone.
You also seem really dependent on your boyfriend. Is it like your life revolves around him and without him you would die, or be really really miserable? Calling him all the time, and staying up waiting for him to call... it's not healthy to rely on someone so much and this could also be hurting your emotions and self-esteem. I can't give you much advice on this because I have the same problem, but a counselor could definitely help you. Asking for help online is the first step, now you need to tell your problems to someone in real life that can directly help you.
I sincerely wish you luck in getting yourself out of this situation. Taking pills and cutting are not good ways to cope, and you could end up accidentally overdosing from taking Motrin. It's important that you get some help ASAP. If you do have depression and you don't treat it, it will only get worse. But with treatment, the worst that can happen is that nothing with improve. But if there is a good chance that it will solve everything, why not take the chance?
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Hi.
It seems you are going through a lot of things all at the same time and trying to deal with all of them all at the same time is just making things worse. I do think however that they are all related to each other as well.
I think the most help I can be to you is by advising you to seek professional help with everything because you could just be suffering from stress. It seems with everything weighing down so much on you it has started to take its toll on you which may explain the sleepless nights and the freaking out and crying for no reason. Speaking to your family doctor might be the best thing to do to see what he/she can advise as they may suggest seeing a specialist who can help you further and on a more professional basis in dealing with all the things that are going on as well as getting to the root of what is causing all the stress in the first place.
I'm not familiar with these pills that you take, are they pain killers? If they are then you're only pumping your body ull of the stuff for no reason as they wouldn't really help with you feeling upset so it might be a good idea to try and stop, or at the least to cut down, on your intake of these tablets. I can understand why people cut and why you do as well and just saying to stop is pointless nor would I ever force anyone to stop but I will say again, that there are other ways to deal with this stuff other than hurting yourself in this way. Don't let people put you down either. If someone says something you don't like then let them - it's only their opinion and it means nothing more than that. At the end of the day the only opinions that should count are of those who are your friends and those who love you.
If you'd like to talk in more detail about things by all means feel free to message me to my inbox but I think the best thing you can do is speak to your family doctor or a counciler as they would be able to advise you on a more professional level and provide you with a lot one-on-one help.
Good luck, do let me know how things go.
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