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i lost my best friend to our love how im just such a screw u
I have always my whole life been different from everybody I don’t know why, everything about me is wrong my parents and cousins constantly cut me down. Everyone at school think im a freak that will never be fixed I ignore them but I fight back sometimes. Then my best friend and I were in an on and off love. Being best friends then telling each other we loved each other then being zapped so many time over each other and asking out a few times over it then to denying each other in front of our grade a few times. Talking nonstop in a day to not a word in a day or days. I’ve never felt so much love the loves before are nothing compared to this I LOVE him he LOVES me. I think its love now but I’m so confused it was.... All the heartbreak all the people holding us back then now pushing us together and apart again?! Were total opposites in every single way and never been in anyway the same. I’ve spent most of my life with him. Our families were best friends always together. They moved away but still nothing else changed. Then our parents found out we loved each other then tried to keep us apart and never since has he been over or me over there or have we done anything with them. Since our parents are so loudmouth then they told people and NOW EVERYTHING IS WRONG. I do not in anyway get along with my family or relatives so I always went with him. Now my life has been hell or at least going straight down to hell in everyway. Then 2 people tried to get us together…his two other crushes. Pretty much interviewing him in front of everyone asking do you still love her asking why we wont go out everything stuff like that. I told her not to. Then I just left. It was on the 2nd to last day of school and last period. The day before we go on vacations for almost a month. He said I’m third in the people he liked. I don’t care but she told everything to everyone. He always cracks under pressure and is very shy around girls. Now when I sign on aim he signs off. It’s been over a month and we never said a word not even looked at each other not a bye or anything. I’ve seen him 5 times since now by setup. But there is nothing between us not even friends anymore. Idk what really happened. We’ve been friends and best friends our whole lives now absolutely nothing. I spent the night at my friends’ house and went swimming and her cousin stayed with us and he got to bring a friend he brought my best friend although I’m not sure about best friends now. And as I was right about to talk to him her cousin yelled for him then they skated away. Then we went swimming with a lot of people and he just called and left. Never seen him since. Idk what really happened between us there was no fight. Now were just ignoring each other. We never dated because we didn’t wana loose our friendship and now we lost both and everything. I lost my best friend and all the love I have, for life. Im suicidal my friends are what kept me alive over the years now my best friend is gone. I have nowhere to go no one to love no friends who truly understand me actually nobody who understands me I don’t get along with my family at all there only making it worse. What do I do what can I? I feel like shit I feel nothing now I feel like nothing. What can I do? Sorry I just cant take it.
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aww thats such a sad story...well i think that this guy has been very much an ass to you and i think you need to let him know it. if you have is number call him and dont stop until he answers. you cant just forget or be forgotten by some guy who youve been best friends with for yours...but then again a best friend wouldnt do that. after you rip him a new one for being such an ass to you i think you should try your best to hang with your other friends to either develop a stronger relationship with them, or get him jealous enough to want to talk to you again. either way can work. and please dont kill yourself, that solves absolutly nothing except making everyone around you sad. good luck and i hope it works out for you
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Alright honey first off, dont kill yourself, because that wouldn't solve anything and could possibly make matters worse for him. He probably still likes you but maybe he thinks you don't like him or he doesn't want to get hurt or something like that, I would call him or maybe go to his house some how. And ya know, if people are gonna make fun of you an stuff dont listen to them your fine just the way you are and if they tell you different screw them you dont need them, honestly people only talk about you like that because one theyre jealous..because if they say things like that then you obviously are being yourself and everyone wants that, so good job for you:D, and then pretty much if they talk about you they have no lives, it makes them feel better about themselves. and if you ever need a friend im here, you can just send me a message or something
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hey, its ok these are just bad times. See I know how you feel, my best friend in the whole world died this year. I just rode it out and lived everyday like it was my last. Please don't commit suicide. Its a selfish way to die. If you need a friend Just e-mail me. Im only 14 so I am no expert but I want to help because over many years of my friends dying I have Learned to not take life for granted. Please I will be your best friend and I don't even know you.
Please Please Please don't kill yourself I don't think my soul can take it.
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