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I don't know what to do anymore
I'm rewriting this question because it got so long. So, I'm 14/f and I'm the cause of most of the problems going on in my house and I'm not being dramatic. I mean it literally.
There are so many problems and situations going on in this house right now and I don't know if I can take it anymore. I don't know what to do and I feel like I'm going to lose everything. I don't know how many more problems I can handle before I literally kill myself. I really can't deal with anything anymore.
My mom feels the same way, mainly because of me. She worries about me so much but I always find myself getting my self into shit and causing my mom to worry and get sad more and more. I'm the center point of her stress everyday and I can't dissapoint her anymore than I already have. I've already hurt her and in her own exact words "Broke her last dream she had" She said, too, that if another problem occurs, she doesn't know if she can do anything anymore [suicide].
But I know that there's going to be problems not too far away. This big, bad secret that I've been keeping has be on the verge of being revealed to my mom once this week and is again on the verge of being revealed right now. I can't tell her the truth because if I do, it would be giving a part of my away and I don't know if I have any more parts of me I can sacrifice for her. And I really don't know what the fuck I'm suppose to do.
I don't want to add onto all the problems that I'm 85% sure I have depression, bipolar, and ADD problems. I don't know what to do at all anymore and I need someone to help me get through this and just listen to what I need to say.
Don't say "Oh, you're only 14, you're not depressed and you're overreacting" because I WILL send you an e-mail with detailed parts of all the problems going on.
Can someone please give me their e-mail address that I can contact? Or AIM? I'm in great need of help and I'm just really overwhelmed by everything.
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Hugs, Sweetie.
I'm a really good listener...if I can help let me know...my email is susanchristlieb2002@yahoo.com...feel free to email me anytime.
BIG HUGS,
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My email address is on my column. Don't know how much help I would be but feel free to email anytime. :)
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i have yahoo
xo_babes
im here if you need me
im sorry that everything in your house is so difficult
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