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MY so called Best friend.
Alright well,
Today was an interesting day. My so-called 'best friend' has/has a huge crush on me. We went out but it didn't work out because I realized I didn't like him in that way. So later on in the month he asks me out again and I say I don't know. Thing is, I get jealous with every move he makes when it comes to talking to a different girl or something. I want all his attention on ME ME ME. It felt like I always had his attention. Ha. Well..My answer is I don't know when he asks me out, so then he's talking on the phone with another 'so-called friend' of mine and I'm asking him what he's talking about with her. All he says is, just stuff. So I believe him. But I get all out of control and start saying, 'You like her don't you?!, 'Do you think she's hot?!', 'Do you wanna date her?!', 'I swear if you date her I will never talk to you again!', 'She's so..UGH!', Then he starts saying, 'No, I have no interest in her and I don't think I will ever like her!', so I said, 'Okay, let's keep it that way!', He then said, 'Well I'm not promising anything though', and I got pretty pissed because I get jealous over him pretty easily and I don't even like him in that way but sometimes I feel like I do, I feel like he's all mine and no one else can have him, I've never been in a sitatuation like this and I started yelling at him and saying, 'Are you gonna wait for my answer?!', He says, 'Well it depends on how long it takes.' So I just starting saying weeks, months..A year and then he says, you never know. So that day had been a Sunday when I went to my grandma and grandpa's house with my family. I had been calling him all day because I was so bored, I could tell he had gotten annoyed. But he was acting really different then usuall and not wanting to talk to me. Usually when he's on the phone with someone on the other line and I call he tells that other person he's gonna talk to me. Well anyways, that didn't happen this time. I called him and he said hey can you call like later because I'm still on the phone with someone. I was wandering who he had could possibly been talking to for so long! I mean, he didn't like anyone except me that I knew of, so I asked him, 'Who are you talking to?', He said, 'A person.', God I really hated when he sad that. So I said, 'What person?', He just said, 'A person.' So I just said, 'Whatever.' So I hung up on him. I was pretty pissed off at him that day because he was totally avoiding me for no apparant reason. So the following day after that, which had been Monday, I see him at school and I give him a weird look and he raises his eyebrows at me and I wander wtf is his problem?! So I see him again and he's with one of my friends Nick and he totally ignores me when I come up to him and he just walks straight to his class and I ask him, 'Why are you ignoring me?' He says, 'I don't know..' Now I'm really ticked off. I did nothing wrong and he's acting like a total jerk to me! So then the whole day was just a blurr. Anytime I saw him he'd just give me a weird look. So then at lunch I was kind of in a bad mood and some people were wondering what was wrong with me because I couldn't get Greg off my mind. So 'Sara' asks me, 'Are you okay Jacky, what's wrong?' I swear she wouldn't leave me alone and it was just getting me more pissed off. She acts so immature and it's not like she cares about my feelings anyway, so why woder how I am?! At that point I was really pissed off and I had been having a bad day because of everything that was happening. So I walk to class in an opposite direction from the way I usually go and I see one of my best friends Courtney, she's with Greg and her bf Tommy. She comes up to me and Greg totally ignores me again! I ask him, 'Why are you mad at me?! What did I do to you?!, His response is, 'I don't know..' He never has an answer for anything and I just started getting paranoyed because when he says I don't know he thinks I already know the answer to that which I don't! Courtney was still pretty pissed at her bf because, well that's just another whole story. But by the end of the day it was still a blurr. Courtney came to my locker and we found Nick because he usually walks with us downstairs to Greg and Tommy. So Courtney, Nick and I all went to her locker and I was so pissed off I couldn't even begin. I was asking Courtney, 'Why is Greg mad at me?! Why is he ignoring me?!' She had no idea. I asked Nick and he said, 'Well he's going out with Sara and he didn't want you to know.' I was like, 'OMFG! That's it?!', At that point I was extremely furious. He said he doesn't like her and probably would never like her from what he told me on my friday. Courtney said she was really pissed at Greg but man they had no idea how fucking pissed I was. I was yelling at them because of it! I couldn't believe it! Why would Greg go out with her?! I couldn't understand. So I asked my friend for advice and she said well, when they can't have what they want sometimes they settle for less. I loved that quote because it was so true. Anyways I was yelling at them on the way downstairs and when I saw Greg with Sara I couldn't even look at them, and when I did, I laughed. I found it funny as hell for some reason. They weren't ment for each other. They're not ment to be. Greg's not right for her. Sara doesn't even like him, I know who she likes, she's just gonna end up hurting Greg. Wow was I pissed, I couldn't believe it. Courtney, Tommy and I were just talking and anytime I looked at Greg it was a horrible glare that said wtf are you looking at. Anyways I was grounded so I couldn't walk with Tommy, Greg and Courtney to Courtney's house until Thursday which sucked because I wanted to come over to see what would happen. So Courtney walked me over to Jerad and I ran into Zach. He really made my day. We walked home together. We talked and got along and stuff and I felt like I liked him and I felt like I could talk to him. So I asked, 'Would you want me to walk with you tomorrow?', And he said smiling, 'Yeah I would really like that.' So everything was horrible up until that point. God I'm just dispised and upset. I was mainly talking to Courtney, Jerad, and just all my friends about it. I know Greg asked about me because Courtney told me. Well I wonder what's ahead of me for tomorrow..Joy. What do you think I should do?
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Well, if graig was your real friend, You would be happy he was with someone who makes him happy. You are probally jealous but its understanable. But remeber you cant have him all to youself. And you gave him a reason a to ignore you so its your fault. Your threatend not to be his friend if he dated this girl. So no wonder why he didnt know. I would talk to him soon and apoligize, and tell him how you feel, before you loose a good friendship. Also, i think you should get to know this kid you were walking home with it could devlope into someting big =]. Hope your next day has less drama <33.
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