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i don't care about my life
i don't care about my life, because this isnt where want to be!! does that make sense?
this is the thing, i have like 2 lives..
one over here, and one in london (i go there once every 3 months) and i like my life over there more, even though this is where my life really is.. so when im over there, i make sure i always look hott, always do my best, always have fun and so on.. i try over here, but it kinda doesnt matter anymore, i dont care about my life here, i dont take care of myself, i can look like crap..i can get bacd grades.. i can be unpopular.. because i dont care, it feels like im not supposed to be here.. while when im over there.. i care. i don't know, i feel so unhappy always waiting for when i can go there and LIVE MY LIFE. i for some reason cant live it here, because i dont want to, and i care more about the poepel there i think.. i dont know, please help me
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Hey hun.
The thing is, always live life to the fullest, no matter where you are, because you cant wait until you can be old enough to live where you want to , to start your life.
Because right now is life.
Dont dream about your future husband, and where your going to live, and when you'll be on our own, and say "i cant wait to be living"
because I mean .. I hope this makes sense, but life is happening now, right now, & you need to learn to love it, because if you wait to long it could pass you by :[
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The answer is very clear, you're apparently more happy in London and more impotantly your esteem seem to flow healtily in London in my opinion that is where you should be or at least until you a better understanding in this chapter in your life .
one last thing I would share with is, not everyone is destine to live in America; and if I could make my point more personal, I live in Los Angeles, CA . not everybody is destine to live in Los Angeles and the undestanding is really basic in retrospect to there are people all over the world living in every state and country; I know this sounds very elementary thouhgh I live in Los Angles , CA I have to respect and except the fact that everybody can't and will not live in California
As a Minister I will tell you that the reason you're unsettled and seemingly unhappy is because London is where you belong at least in this chapter in your life and the reason why your spirit is broken is because you have not completed your destiny in London .
although I do not know you but God has reveal to me the place where you are now is to fast for you and all this unsettling and broken self esteem has happen because you left London prematurely . the fulfillment of your purpose and destiny is in London; there is a inner healing God wants to do for you and it can't be done in a place that makes you sad this is one reason that London is significant in this chapter in your life .
God Bless You
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C'monn dont give up. Sure London may be more fun and glamorous but maybe you haven't put in effort to enjoy where you live now. Get dolled up and go to a movie with your friends. Just because you live in U.S. doesn't mean you can't pretend your strutting down the streets of London. Also, try something new. Ok so I used to feel like you did so I decided "Ok..so maybe I should just do something crazy and out there"... ya know what i did? TRAPEZE. And I thought it was awesome and it was something to look forward to! Keep looking hott and enjoy life no matter where you are, and if you don't think your supposed to be here...prove yourself wrong and do something to make a change, you'll feel better about yourself.
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