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Life's not worth living.
I'm fed up with life and I just want to die, but how exactly can I kill myself - I don't know how. I'm 14 and never had, never will have a boyfriend - I'm ugly, short, boring and shy. I think I have social anxiety but I just can't face troubling someone with my problems, I'm not worth that. I don't have a life, I spend my life going to school, eating, sleeping, and on the computer. I moved house about 8 months ago, and before when I was with my mates I could be confident and loud, and not care what people thought of me. But my new friends are really immature - we're in year 10 and they chase year 7's and are REALLY loud. They think I act like a 50 year old because I don't find acting like a 6 year old fun. I can't say what I think because if I offend them then they'll leave me and I have no one. I can't get new friends because I'm too shy. I want to move back to where I used to live, so I can get my old life back, I miss my friends so much. My dad kind of wants to move back, but my mum is happy here and she won't move. There was this boy at my old school who I liked a lot since year 7, and I miss him but have no way to contact him, I couldn't ask my old mates to get his number 'cos it'd be embarrassing. I have nothing to live for, what can I do?
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Think about how people would feel if you did die. Hopefully you don't want to cause them that sort of pain. You'd totally screw over your parents' lives because they'd feel all guilty.....
I can't really help you as per friends. I haven't had any since I was a bit younger than you, but I don't like people.
Now. If you find that you're seriously planning suicide, ask that your parents let you talk to a therapist. You don't have to tell them what's wrong or anything - they'll know there's a problem and do what they can.
Lastly: if you decide to try it anyway, for frick's sake don't try to hang, drown, electrocute, or burn yourself. There are much more pleasant ways to go, and I'm sure you can find them on google. With numbered steps.
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Don't try to kill yourself or anything. Stop thinking everything bad about yourself and try to make a lot more friends. It's not always good to be boring so sometimes it might be fun to be a crazy or fun, even if you think its acting like a 6 year old. Try not to be shy by not caring what other people think about you. I no life may suck at times, but think about how good you have some things. Some people don't have anything. No freinds, family, no where to go stuff like that so you shuld be happy with what you have and with the friends you have now. Try to fit in with them and maybe you could call one of your old friends and ask them for that guys number.
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i hate my life too but then i just conpared it with someones life who reallllly sucks, like a poor person or some of those pl in iraq and im thankful for what i have. be happy for your family (if u have one), and youre not ugly. nobody is. focus on maybe a sport u like or something. and be happy for your boobs because having boobs is cool!! yay boobs
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umm.....how about this...you get over yourself... and nothing is worth dieing over... quit sulking...pick urself up and dust urself off... life isnt as hard as it seems...you make it tougher dwelling on the bad things tat happen... its life girl...bad things are gonna happen...get ova them and move on...make new friedz...make a new life for urself...ur most likely not gonna move back...so get ova it... move on....and start over...it will the best decision you will have made....
~hope everything turns out okay~
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don't kill your self,death is not the ansewer. (if you get caught and it doesnt work then every thing might get worse.) try to make new friends. as hard as it sounds, just start over.
~roxy~
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then die
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