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hate it
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~i hate skool...i feel like no one likes me...we started skool yesterday and i mean it sucked right off the bat! i mean today sucked worse to! i feel like my boyfriend doesn't love me anymore...and that no one wants me to be around...today at lunch i started crying cuz i jst felt like nothing was going right! i mean i only talk to bout 3 ppl and the rest everyone got to talk crap...i still gotta ride the darn bus and every morning my bus drivers pisses me off and the day jst start off all wrong! i jst don't know wat to do! last nite all i wantd to do was kill myslef or cut myself! i jst wanna be happy like i us to!!??
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gurl just ignore the haterz lol killing yourself is the easy way out of life and that is no good cause no matter what if you kill your self it will only get worse, maybe not for you but think about the people around you like your mom or dad or the people you love including you b/f. if you want more friends go out there and get you some new ones join a club at school or talk to people you don't know, if you smile more you will have alot of more people wanting to aproach you.
sorry if i wasn't help but i really think that killing yourself or cuttin yourself is not the way to go!
if you want to talk i am always willing to be a friend
akablondegirl123 =sn and lilprpchick07@xmsg.com=email
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Your probably just having one of those days. It sucks... but you need to get past it. Tell everyone whos talking crap about you to stop entertaining themselves by someone that their jealous of... and for everyone you thinx ignoring you... stop cuddling up in a ball and assuming. Go up to them and just ask. Can you maybe ask your parents to drive you to school? If not and the bus driver is still pissing you off just be like ok leave me alone. Lol.. ignore them... their probably some stupid old fart who needs to retire or really just shouldnt be a bus driver. Dont kill yourself... its giving up... and its the worst thing to do... dont end your life knowing you've given up. Instead take tomorrow as a fresh start, a clean slate, and take it straight off from there. But.. good luck. See what happens...
xoxoxo if you need ne more help drop one in my inbox... i understand how you feel all the way
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I had to ride the bus until I was 17. The first few days of school always suck the worst. But I wouldn't kill myself over it babe. You'll meet new people and they'll like you (you can't be as dreadful as you describe)it's just gunna take some time. You'll make it,unless you kill yourself,then obviously you won't. But I wouldn't reccommend that method.
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i'm sure u hear this a million times but DEATH isnt the answer...wud u wanna die for SKOOL??? i am going to be a freshmen starting Monday @ a skool that has 4000 kids in it(literally). I dont know if i will have anyone in my homeroom that i will persoanlly know..but in my mind i am thinking who cares i have to b a friend to make one!!! When i went to 6th grade i just moved to the district and i knew NO ONE... new skool...3000 kids in it...new experience. It was horrible for the first 3 WEEKS...i had no friends, i had to ask ppl if i cud sit with them @ lunch and i never talked to them cuz they didnt talk to me. I hated P.E. and i am the oldest sibling so i didnt kno wat to expect..but guess wat...it was my favorite year of middle skool! i am not trying to make u feel sorry for me..NOOO WAY!! but u gotta find the good stuff...its just the 1st week-once u get the hang of everything it will flow and its always better to have A FEW BEST BEST BEST BUDS THAN A LOT OF MINOR FRIENDS WHO U JUST TALK TO. i know its hard-but u cant let it bring u down. yeah things wont go right i know i'm gonna get lost and b late to class. But later on im gonna look bak @ it and laugh. I hope i kinda showed wat i mean thru telling u a story...just plz dont hurt ur self...i wish the best for u.
Twizzler //leave one in the inbox if u wanna talk more
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~wat ever u do DONT KILL UR SELF!!!! trust me i was in ur position once b-4 but its was a lil worse i really dont want to go bac intto those memories...dont let go... everything will turn out fine!!! i started skool 3 days ago and it sucked also!! evry 1...well alot of ppl think the 1st day of skool sux!
~plx dont cut urself i did that once to and it leaves scars..bad ones..and when ppl ask u wat happened its really embaressing to me.
~w/e u do hold on everything will turn out rite!!! it may take awhile but it will!! trust me!!
i luv ya even tho idk ya!!
good luck
~jinx~
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What made you happy before? If your boyfriend is doing something to make you feel bad, talk to him. If he is insensitve and doesnt seem to care, than drop him. Your crying episodes could be a sign of depression. Be careful. Cutting yourself will leave scars which will be a continous reminder of everything that makes you feel bad, and you dont want that. Killing yourself is not punishing yourself, its punishing those who love you. Do you have any close friends you can discuss this with? Maybe a parent or counselor? As far as your busdriver, he/she obviously hates his/her job? Dont let him feed off of your reactions. The less you let things bother you, the better you will feel. Keep attentive to your school work and to the things that make you happy. Join an after school program, or get involved in sports. You could also earn a scholarship that way which will get you into an awesome colleg which means the beginning of a wonderful life. You have so much ahead of you! don't let other people bring you down. I have been in your situation. If you need someone to talk to, just let me know.
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