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failure..........
u'll prolly think i'm stupid for what i'm about to tell u...but i guess i'm kinda scared. i think i'm failing a class or 2 right now cuz of a stupid project i had and sum technical difficulties.. well newayz that's not the problem... i tend to procrastinate a lot and get lazy w/ hw and stuff, and i miss a lot of work i can't make up cuz i get sick really easily, but i really wanna go to san jose state w/ my bf but w/ MY grades, i dun even know if i can go to ne college at all...even a community college. and i'm the 1st child so my mom expects a lot from me and all the pressure is getting to me and i'm getting stressed out. i feel like such a failure. i dun wanna be the only 1 who didn't graduate hs or college besides my dad. i just really wish i can help myself be more successful... and i dunno what my bf would feel about me if he knows about my grades right now... u prolly know how he'd react. i'm just scared he might get mad at me and yell at me for being such a failure and i can't do nething right. if he reads this, he'll prolly know its me and he'll know the situation prolly...i'm just really scared...i wish i was like u jocey..smart, nice, and pretty. u got brain and beauty, unlike me.
-i refuse to state my name but sum of u prolly can tell from the clues.
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Don't worry chief. Not all of us can get good grades all of the time. If you need help with your classes I would really consider studying incredibly hard for finals, ask your teachers if you can do anything to bring up your grade, and if you're at a borderline grade like a 68 feel free to beg your teacher to boost your grade up. Don't worry about your grades too much ok? Stress leads to hate, hate leads to anger, anger leads to suffering. Use the force :3 har har har. The good thing about living in the US is that every person has a second chance. If you mess up really badly try to take your classes over again; however, the most important thing is to try really hard. Try spending a little more time from your bf and use it to study for finals and put a day's worth of effort into your reports. I hope you do your best this semester! Good luck for finals :D
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