there are so many personalities that i wish to acquire. but when i look at it from a big picture, i think its impossible. it might be a little confusing, sorry. i talked to my mom about it and she said i should just be myself and be who I am and not try to be anyone else.
i GET THAT. i'm not trying to change myself and be somebody else.. i'm just trying to try different personalities out and be different.
for example. i want to have multiple personalities like bad-ass, innocent and shy, loud and social, artistic.
i'm so sorry if this is confusing. i just dont know how to put it in words. maybe this will help. i love people watching. i love observing things. (doesnt just have to be people) when i see someone interesting, i pick out the things i like about them. In the movie "i am number four" i saw the "number 6" girl and thought wow she is so bad ass i want to be just like her. i started looking for leather jackets and tried to have the same attitude as her. i really like the quality of bad-ass. i want people to see me as bad-ass. I see other girls in my school who look pretty, girly, and innocent. I think to myself- i want to be like her. I want to have a girly side and look innocent and beautiful. then i wake up earlier some days and put on more makeup than usual and wear girly clothes. i feel good about myself. I'l see another girl who is very artistic and loves photography and kinda like a hippie with the whole peace look. I bought a bag with a peace symbol on it and i even bought a new camera to motivate me to get interested in photography. (which i am interested in)
do you get my point? I feel like i want to have all these different personalities. I dont want to be seen as just one personality girl. I want to be different things. i want to be bad-ass a few days and then have my girly side, but still be artistic and geeky.
also, i wouldnt be changing who i am FYI. i'm still me. i still have my personality which makes me up. i would just attach more personalities to me. its not like i'm removing who i am. its still there inside me. i just want to be diverse and get involved with different personalities.
this isn't really a question haha sorry. i guess i'm just asking for advice? any opinions on what you think? thanks!
It is perfectly normal. I do this too. You dont need to worry. I happens when you get inspired by this certain character and you wanna be like that!
It is perfectly normal but just be careful about not doing something that will cause you harm in this process..
Like people can go into the wrong direction too when they try to copy someone they have seen in a movie or something.
Take care.
Hope I helped!
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