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I'm Hillary. I'm honest. Really incredibly blunt. So don't have a heart attack, k?
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I've convinced myself that just because the rest of my family smokes, doesn't mean I will. But most people I know say "you never know if you're going to end up smoking yet"
I always tell them "I promise you I'm not going to smoke" and they tell me I cant make a promise like that. Hardly anyone believes me. A few people do but that's not enough. I could start smoking anytime...so when is the right time that they will believe me? When I'm older? I'm still young, and if I'm not smoking now...I'm not a smoker, so why can't I just stay like I am.....NOT A SMOKER. I know a lot of people say that they're not going to smoke and some of them end up smoking, but I'm not one of those people. I counted how much money my family would waste altogether with the money they spend on cigarettes all combined....and thats like 50,000 a year!
That's messed up.
I'm not going to smoke because I already see the way my family struggles with it. It breaks my heart that they're controlled by a poisonous stick. What should I do? Do you think I'm going to smoke just because the rest of my family does? I'm not the kind of person who gives into peer pressure...and I've already turned an offer for a cigarette down.
I'm about to take all their cigarettes and flush them down the toilet...that's how scared I am for them, and it's going to waste a lot of their money, but that will just teach them a lesson. (even though most people say that a if you take their cigarettes away, it will just make them want to smoke more, well I'll make sure they dont) Should I? I'm so confused...and sorry for the length. PLEASE HELP!
First of all: Just don't smoke...don't start, and then you can be all, "HA, I TOLD YOU SO, YOU IGNORANT ASSHOLES!!"
Talk to your family. Tell them it hurts you that they're destroying themselves from the inside, and they don't even care. Find someone you know who has quit, and find out what they did. Tell your family it would really mean a lot to you if they quit. But remember, it won't just happen on the first try, like magic. It could take a long, long time. And also, all people can't to the same thing to quit. When my dad married my mom, she told him to quit smoking, so he did. Just like that. He didn't need any gum or medication oranything. So remember, it's different for everyone.
Today I got a new pair of pants from hot topic. . and I wanted to get another pair, but they ddin't have it in my size. . Im a size 0!!! I really like my new pants, but my mom told my sister she didn't like them, but she'd let me wear them anyways. . I don't know I just wanted to tell you guys!! Anyways. .
Do you think I should ask my crush out???
"I am in love with him so badly, but I just cant Im too nervous I cant talk to him, its horrible. . hes so hot, and well Im not. . he probly doesnt even like me . .so nvm, I mad eup my mind im not gunna ask him . .but hes so funny and hes soo cute and he has a greta personality, , UUUUUUUUUUUUGH! LOVE! it freaking sucks. . well sometimes. .
And I am poetic, and artistic, and I lvoe he color black, and my sn has Empty Soul . .and I think about suicide, no .. I dont want to kill myself, but I think why would they do that. . I wrote a poem for suiced, well kinda wanna hear it?!
My password omg its like so sad. . IM not telling u! dumbass. .
of course u do. . !!!
Its like you're not there,
Like no one cares,
You feel empty inside,
You feel its your time,
Suicide comes to your mind,
But is it the best you cna do??
No. . Turn tot he one you cna trust,
Always be true, and ignore the ones who make fun of you . . who ignore you too, who call you a loser, when you know you are the best. .
So why put yourself to rest??
You try to say your sorry. . That you will never do it again. . But its too late. . You've gone through. . and now you dont know what to do. .
But no one can be perfect. . .
(By me, but I edited them. . these rnt the dited ones) sry sry I will show u the edited oens laters. . im tured bye bye
Learn to type and stay on topic. And curse you for aiding the demon store which is slowly taking over the world and turning being unique into a fad. Then maybe we can figure out what the hell you're saying, and answer your question.
I like this kid named Orlando...I just look at him and I melt. But the thing is, I've never ever talked to him before, and he's never talked to me before and I'm so confused because I don't think it's just a crush, and he is just so cute and funny from what I've seen from him.
In the beginning of the day at school all the students have to go into the cafeteria because classes didn't start yet...and usually I walk in and only him and his friend are there and he looks at who came into the caferteria and I feel like I'm gonna trip or something because his stare catches me off guard....
As you can tell...I like this kid, and my mom works for the Board Of Ed in that particular city, and she lets me do some extra help with her work and she pays me for it. Well, since he goes to the school in the city my mom works for, one day when i was doing a job I came across his address. So my question is, do you think it would be like I'm stalking him or something if I write him a letter just saying how I felt about it...because I'm only going to write it when this school year is over so if anything happens I'm not there. (I know..but I'm shy and I feel like this is the only way I could do it) If I explain to him in the letter that I'm that girl (because he's seen me before, and noticed me) then do you think this is a good idea? Please help me...I really want him to know, but I'm extremely shy.
I'm very sorry for the length, but Im desperate.
Do you know much about him? Find out about the guy first. Maybe if one of your friend's is friend's with him, she could casualy slip you into conversation, or introduce you. Maybe you could even persuade her to invite you all to a group outing. Take the chance to talk with him, get to know him. I would say, no, don't send him a letter. He would probably be a little creeped out or feel tricked or something.
Hey, T'is me, Mordak from spacefem. I wanna know where i should get my next piercing. I have 8 in my ears, 6 in my lieft, 2 in my right, and an eyebrow ring in my left eyebrow. So, where should i next bung a hole??
The right side of your lip.
Yay!
I know this person who has really annoying habits on the internet. There are no periods, so it takes forever to try to understand her, and she uses numbers in the middle of words(c u l8er, g2g, etc) . It wouldn't really bother me too much except she goes on forever, and she can't spell. She also capitalizes random words and uses ... or ! after every other word. What can I do to tell her that is annoying me? She is one of my closest friends, but it is driving me crazy!
Say, "lol its a litel anoyin lol teh Wai u keep u kno Mizpelinn wurdz n stuf SO cud u pLz lol stp cUz its rly Anoyin me k thx byez"
Heh.
No, don't really.
You didn't have to give a whole huge paragraph. . . It was a simple YES OR NO!
And I did not start liking them because I heard them On the radio!! Just because Hold on is on the radio woopey thats oly because they made a new music vid for it and its soo brand new. . but its on the younge and the hopeless cd. . And simple plan addicted and perfect were new. . and I only like The Girl All The Bad Guys want and Punk rock 101 from bowling for soup. . the rest of their songs suck. . So lay off a little atleast you arnt saying they are pop. .which they arnt they are soo not mainstream. . unless you know of any station that plays bowling for soups songs let me know, cuz I never hear hem on the radio nor Simple Plan the only song i hear is hold on from good charlotte, but that'll end soon. . their are alot of bands on the radio. . so I would keep quiet. I like rock and not mainstream rock either. . thanks for your comment tho!!! bye
Well thanks for answering rationally, which is more than some people care to do. :/ I was just putting thought into my answer, I personally don't like it when people just spew off answers with out thinking about it. It makes me think they don't really care about answering my query, they're just trying to get up the number of questions they've answered. So yeah.
Who Likes GoodCharlotte. .
Who Likes Simple Plan
Who Likes Bowling For Soup!
I LIKE THEM ALLLLL!
all of those bands have sold out, which is pretty uncool. I enjoy the song "Punk Rock 101." However, as one of my friends once said, "Bowling for Soup should be called Bowling for commercial Endorsements." But eh. I'm probably not someone who should be answering this question, I like most alternative rock music. Even though mainstream punk sucks..(which is what they are...) To quote Ryo, "c'mon, it's mainstream punk. To me, that's an oxymoron."
ok i want truth ive writen a few poems and i want your feedback please
A Dad's Bad Day!!!
It was late saturday night,
when you turned on the light,
you sat by my bed,
and all I felt was dread,
I knew something had happened,
but wut I did not know what,
then you started to speak,
and then I knew,
I didnt want to believe I thought you lied,
but then you showed me where she layed,
on the ground in her home,
to what her dad had done,
She was so cold with pure love in her eyes,
I should of done more,
but she said "No its alright he didnt do it" as she stared at the sky,
this wasnt the first time she had marks to bare,
But she would say "Ooh that was Bear",
but how could a dog brusie her that bad,
The thought of this accident it seemed so sad,
As we stand above her body,
We now start looking for Mr. Nobody,
We found out he skipped town,
Now where do we look now?,
Its such a shame,
for a girl to pay,
for what her dad did because he had a bad day.
What you wrote this about obviously means a lot to you. I don't think poetry should be "graded" and stuff. It's a form of expression, and it can be whatever way you want it to. However, the "body"(I dont know what to call it...) of the poem, it's a little confusing like some people said. I'm not sure which direction you're going in with it. Try to make a common them through out...Like if you want it to rhyme or not, you know? Otherwise, it's good. I really like the last few lines, a good rhythm there.
I want to dye my hair blue... no... I MUST dye my hair blue! bright blue! the problem is that I have dark hair and I've never dyed it before and I think I have to bleach it blonde first then dye it blue for the color to show up. Is that going to ruin my hair and make it all crackly and nasty?
Use Kool-aid, it doesn't make your hair all gross and stuff. Talk to a stylist about bleaching.
My boyfriend calls himself a Christian but doesn't go to church. I'm not a religious fanatic or anything, actually I'm pretty liberal and my church is too, but he's still really reluctant to go to church with me. He seems to really dislike organized religion. I understand where he's coming from, but he won't even give my church a chance... we're really cool. I'd love it if he'd go to church with me, I think it'd be fun, and frankly it freaks me out that he's so afraid to try new things. What do you think?
Ask him to come one time to see if he likes it. Tell him you'll never bug him again if he doesn't.
[edit]"I think you should start dating guys from your church." I don't want to sound mean, but...WHAT KIND OF ADVICE IS THAT??? It's not like a pet. You give away your dog when you move to a complex that doesn't allow dogs. You don't give away your boyfriend when he doesn't go to the same church as you.(of course, if she mentioned that their relationship was on the rocks because of this, and she's looking for a guy that agrees with her on religion, this advice would be fine. But she doesn't.)
thye were foudn in a dictionary 4 a punk. . thye dont know about the lifestyle. . thye r thinkin like *gte back here u little punk* its a lifestyle
OK, Seriously. I know i said i was deleting all further questions, but Oh my GOD. just...just...*bangs head against keyboard* IT'S PEOPLE LIKE YOU THAT MAKE ME NEED MEDICATION, DAMMIT!!
just shut up! GOdDD All iw ant to do is take some of the punk style and add it to my own. . and their is no punk crowd. .
D00d, you are the one that keeps sending me questions and shit. You seriously need to get a life, and stop being so sensitive. Don't ask for advice on a PUBLIC forum if you can't take what people are going to say. The end. I am disregarding all further emails from you. Dont be a stalker.
their are no punks, and those defnitions r wrong I dont want to be it for anyone but myself!
Actually, if you go to www.dictionary.com, you'll find that those definitions are right.
ur mean, Im sorry but ur advice stinks. . Its not gonna happen cuz their r no punks at my school, i dont want o be like them I wnat ot be like me. . an dim sick of being what htye wnat me to be! S LET ME BE THIS~
Nobody's saying you can't be what you want. So you're sick of being what they want you to be? When you're saying you want to be a punk, it looks to me like you are just conforming to another stereotype. And if you're tired of conforming to exactly what they want, chances are you'll get tired of being inside the "punk" box and you'll want to break out eventually. And people in your life are not going to be nice. It's called the real world. I suggest you enter it.
I need help my crush does not have a crush on me what should i do?
move on.
I wanna be what i feel like being! But if people start rejecting me, my life will be horrible I wanna be a punk is that a bad choice? I already aske dmy mom she seems fine with it. .and well I want that change! but should I not do it, 4 my friends?
Definition of punk:
1. Of poor quality; worthless.
2. Weak in spirits or health.
3. A young person, especially a member of a rebellious counterculture group.
4. An inexperienced young man.
5. A young man who is the sexual partner of an older man.
6. Prostitute
7. An aggressive young criminal
Don't change to fit a specific image. You will never be satisfied. You will find youself asking yourself, "Is this shirt punk enough? Will the punk kids think i'm trying to hard?" And then when you come to the descision that it's not punk enough, you will throw it out, all because you thought some kids who entertain the punk culture wouldn't like it. Not because you didn't like it. Because you thought they wouldn't like it. Is that what you want to be? And another scenario is: You're friends think that you "going punk" is weird. They ditch you. The so-called punk kids at your school saw what crowd you hung out with before you became a "punk." The crowd that made fun of them for dressing punk before it became popular. Do you think they are going to accept you as "one of them?" I know I wouldn't. So really think about this. Is it worth sacrificing your life, dignity, mind, and whatever else for some trend that will be out of style in less than a year?
I listen to Simple Plan everynight, Im obsessed iwth them! GOSH! PIERRE IS SOOO HOTTT! but Shawn is hotter, 4 a younger eprson lol. .but honsetly Am I going crazy. . is my whole liek all about Sp!!!!!!!!!??????!!!!!!!!! I luv them, my desktop is sp, I used ot have an aim exspression of sp! my icon was sp, I listen to them i love their hwole cd, and I wanna be just like david, I wanna play a bass!!! lol I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont know but just tell me if im crazy. . . Dont asnwer this if u dont like sp. . just dont cuz u will say i am crazy!
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yeah...so what's your problem? You think you're crazy because you like simple plan?
Well, I guess some people would agree with you on that point.
I have been going out with this boy on and off since january 11th 2003 and we have broken up 5 times .Each time I dumped him but we always got back together within like a week. At first he was obssessed with me but somehow it all changed and i became obssessed with him . Recently he has been changing and ignoring me and finally he dumped me for the first time and really hurt me because I felt like I was madly in love with him and would marry him. I thought he felt the same way but he said that lately it felt like I was more of a friend to him then a girlfriend. Now during our whole relationship he has also on and off liked his first girlfriend and went out with her for two days before dumping her one time when we had broken up. So after Iam starting to kinda get over him and thinking of the good things of why were over (like no more heartbreaks) he calls me up and says hes completley over his first girlfriend and hints he wants to go back out with me but im not sure i should i mean i still like him but will i just be going back to the old heartbreak ? Our relationship has been down hill ever since he realized he still liked his old girlfriend. To make matters worse my best friend said she wont be my friend anymore if we get back together because my boyfriend said he is just going to keep dumping me for his 1st girlfreind and then getting back together with me and she can't stand seeing me hurt.To get back together or not? What is your advice?
High school drama sucks. My advice would be to get over this guy-he is obviously a jerk. Wait for a nicer guy to come along, and i'd advise that if this guy comes begging back to you after you get over him-don't take the bait. this kind of guy does not change.
my worst enemy kathryn is talking shit about me(well she always does) , what would be a nice way to tell her she is the essence of evil and i would perferably not talk to her eever again?
that is one of the most childish things i have ever heard of. you deserve to be pushed down some stairs and vigorously flogged with a trout, as does kathryn. next question?
I'm eating too much unhealthy junk food. What are some healthy snacks I can eat instead of chips and sodas?
instead of soda, water (once you start drinking water, it's hard to stop! It just tastes so much better than soda.) juice, or smoothies, and if you're hungry and want a really quick snack that will give you energy, try peanut butter on crackers. also put peanut butter on bananas, apples, celery, and anything else you can think of. banana and apple chips are really good. and raisins and apricots.