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I'm a monster and I want to end it
I hurt my best friend. I was drunk and he was drunk , we had sex but apparently I raped him. I didn't know I swear and for months he pretended to be fine. He even dated me at one point, but he was depressed the whole time and he wanted hurt himself. He skipped classes and just couldn't get out of bed. Then he told me the truth, I raped him. Because of me he has suffered. I told him to hurt me punish me or must be done, but he doesn't want to. He just wants to forget. He keeps talking to me because he feels like I'm the only person he can count on since all his other friends gossip, but I can't help him and I can't live this way. I'm a monster and I just wanna die I can't leave this way knowing I've hurt him
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Maybe give some free advice about: Friendship?
Does he have any proof that you did that? Or do you remember any of that from that night? Because he could just be making it up to get attention. (It happens) Don't do anything serious like killing yourself if you don't know that actually happened. (Don't do it at all, actually) if you really think it's true, then I suggest you enroll in therapy, and get some help with this, but please don't end anything. If you ever want to talk, I'm here for you.
Hope this helps~
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