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help i want to kill myself
i want to kill my self and i need to know what kinds of pills to take and how many
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I know how you feel. I am in that place often. You are not alone. What brought you to this place? It is something you need to deal with. The hotlines the other respondent provided are an excellent start, though I have found them to be only a short term help to get you off the edge of the cliff. You are probably tired of hearing "think of what it will do to your loved ones!" I know I am. Why go on suffering so they won't, right? At this point, you want out of YOUR pain, forget THEIRS. I get it. I'm not going to tell you that. You are beyond that now. I'm going to tell you some different things instead. After you have read this, reach out to a therapist. You may also need a psychiatrist. But that is all up to you.
In 2002, I took a lot of pills. I was in pain and wanted to sleep. I took a pain reliever/sleep aid, about 50+ tablets. I got very sick. I freaked out and called a hotline. Because I had already done harm, they sent out an ambulance. I got my stomach pumped. It wasn't fun.
Since then, I've learned a lot. I know more what can actually kill you. I also am aware of what it will feel like in the process.
Pills are probably among the worst choices. Everyone reacts differently to different types of pills. There are so many factors to consider. They take at least a few hours to kill you. You are sick and in terrible pain the entire time. It will make you wish you could go back to the pain you are feeling now. Also, even with a strong type of pill, it can take hundreds to kill you. You are likely to pass out before you can take enough. You will destroy your liver and possibly suffer brain damage. Your life will be worse than it is now. It isn't worth it. It is why I am alive right now. I love my family and the few friends I really have. I love my son. I love my rabbits. I convinced myself that they would all be fine, perhaps even better off, without me. But I had to consider myself. What if I failed? There are so many ways to go wrong. What if I don't take enough? What if I vomit most of it out? What if someone finds me before I'm gone? What kind of life would I live then? It certainly makes the hell I'm living now seem less terrible. I want you to think of those things. Be selfish about it. Do you really want to be brain damaged and on dialysis? Is that the life you want? If so, send me a message and I will send you to where I found the info I have. It goes into more detail about what you will experience and what others will find. If that doesn't keep you alive, then there is nothing anyone here can say to help you.
If you think you would rather try to make this life better instead of risking making it horribly worse, check out the resources here: [Link](Mouse over link to see full location)
Feel free to send me a message if you want to talk to someone who understands.
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You have come to the wrong place for help with this question. we will not help you die; we will however help you live. Suicide is not an answer or a solution to whatever is bothering you.
I know this for I have been where you are today. Whatever is troubling you has made you so depressed the only answer you see is dying. Wrong answer; there are solutions for every problem if you ask for help. We will help you; I will help you and the hot lines I am going to give you will help you.
I reached out for help and I came back from the edge; you can too. You can write me a private message that only I and the webmaster can see and I will do my best to help you find a solution to whatever is bothering you or you can call the hot lines I am going to give you. The calls are free, confidential and open 24/7 365.
IF you are feeling suicidal at this time please call 911 or the emergency number for where you live and help will be sent to you. There are a great many people who want to help you all you need to do is give them half a chance by asking for help. Dying fixes nothing and hurts the loved ones you leave behind for they will not understand why you did this.
Kids Help Phone - For people under 20: 1-800-668-6868.
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National Suicide Prevention Life Line: 1-800-273-8255.
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Both Hot lines are staffed by trained volunteers who will work with you to find people in your home town to help with whatever your problem is. Please call them as I have found out there are no problems that there is not solution for.
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