I realize insomnia is a very painful thing to have. The inability not to get a good nights rest affects us in many different ways. One way is by effecting our good judgment and doing something irrational such as your contemplating.
Rather than contemplate suicide, which will not help your insomnia. Please pick up a phone and dial 911 or the emergency number for the country you live in. Tell the call taker you are thinking of overdosing on pills and why. Help will be sent to you.
Different doctors have different plans of treatment for this illness. If one doctors plan is not working find another doctor. There is a doctor out there that that can help you. You just have to find him or her. There are specialist in sleep disorders find them.
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