Hello all,
before you take this the wrong way I want to tell you that no I'm not a teenager who is love struck or any sort of non-sense like that, I hate long threads so I try to be as terse as possible.
I'm looking for efficient and painless ways one could commit suicide and no I'm not sure whether I'm going to do that to myself or not.(this is all you need to read in order to answer if you are more curious you can read the rest)
As I've stated I'm not a teenage idiot you see everyday on these threads, I'm a 28 year old guy who is relatively accomplished in his professional life and very accomplished in his dating life, my social life sucks because I don't have a lot of friends besides the girls I date and that's it. I have enough money to last me for ages even if I don't work and I've recently received my Ph.d in Banking and business management. you may not believe it but according to people around me, my life is pretty good(that is not what I think, because if it was obviously I wouldn't think about killing myself)
previously I always scolded people who talked about killing themselves and called them weaklings and annoying douchbags but the truth is it has been a few weeks since the thought has been initiated in me, because to put it simply I am bored with everything there is! I don't enjoy sex(even with new people) I don't enjoy the company of smart people like I used to, I don't enjoy buying things, I don't enjoy playing video games anymore, I was always a bit on the bored side but it has been increasing for the past few years and now I think I've experienced all the boredom I could handle and no I'm not a believer, I'm an atheist and do not have one shred of spirituality in me, I believe that Organic life is on this planet to reproduce and go on living but despite my wishes to struggle and go on with this boring process of trial and error we call life, I want to get out; you know, be free of all the misery, I know I won't care after I'm dead and I'm sure people who miss me will get over it because I've hurt them a lot of times.
I have loved people and people have loved me, I have lost people and then some, I've seen everything there is in life and I agree some of them are extremely beautiful, but I just don't like any of it and I know I'm not depressed since I function perfectly in society and my workplace.
please do not lecture me about the sanctity of life and do not offer ridiculous ways to kill myself, I want efficient and hopefully painless because the pain alone would make me not want to do it.
I won't lecture you, but you do need help. Just because you have good things going for you, doesn't mean you are supposed to be happy. There are poor people who hardly have anything who are the happiest people on this planet. So obviously, this is a problem going on inside of you.
So before you jump to conclusions on ending your boredom, you need to talk to someone. These kinds of things can be fixed without taking your life. You're looking for happiness in the wrong places. So go seek help. [ lightoftruth's advice column | Ask lightoftruth A Question ]
solidadvice4teens answered Friday June 14 2013, 11:27 pm: You don't have to be unsuccessful in business, society and professionally to be depressed or mentally ill. Let's be brutally honest here you're fooling yourself if you believe you are functioning normally.
Having the thoughts you are having and desiring to end it all when you have TONS of things going right and to live for is not normal behavior. You don't need ways to kill yourself.
What you need are ways to start living and enjoying all that you once did. It's possible and you need to get back to that place.
The thoughts you are having about death aren't yours and re either part of depression or a mental-illness that has just kicked in in the last few months and is clouding your thinking and screaming those thoughts about suicide.
What you have to do is go to any ER. Tell them that professionally, financially and socially that all seems well but that you feel so depressed and want to die despite that.
The on-call psychiatrist will observe you for 72 hours and figure out the right medication and treatment to deal with the problem you have and turn your life around. You have nothing at all to lose so do seek professional help. [ solidadvice4teens's advice column | Ask solidadvice4teens A Question ]
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