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my teacher think I am a lesbian? I think so_o
I KNOW my English is so bad and not clear but please read I need help please I need help the school will end after 5 days and I don't want to lose respect from my favorite teacher :(
so I moved to a new school.and from the first time I have entered my class
she was their (Eng teacher who think I am lesbian) and she was very nice and kind
In semester 2 I had suffered from my classmates because they are the worst and the most naughty class in the whole school.They bullied me saying to me stupid ,short and more
The worst thing is that they call me stupid ,because I got an (A) in all classes but I have mental disorder.Then one day I was talking with a girl from my classmates about this bullying ,so she messaged the teacher on twitter and told the teacher without telling me.Then the teacher told the girl to tell me that she want to see me I went to the teacher.This situation made me cry in front of her because I don't want to tell her.
after that in the same semester my classmates pictured and video another teacher when she was screaming at them but I don't tell about them the principle or Eng teacher,because she is the responsible of my class
In semester3 there is a mystery girl in twitter called (Johy) as her nickname.She told the Eng teacher about the girls that pictured the teacher when she was
angry so she my Eng teacher argued them ,and made them delete the video from cameras and phones.The worst thing is the Eng teacher thought that I am Johy(the girl who told her)
and now I don't know what the girl says to the Eng teacher.
I don't know sometimes the teacher be kind with me and sometimes she looks at me with eyes full of hates
and my class girls keep saying to Eng teacher "who is that girl(johy)?"
so the teacher point at me smiling :/ and said "this is the girl"
but girls denied .Then she said I am joking.
I felt curious so I watch the Eng twitter and the girl twitter
I went to her next day and I told her that I am not the girl but she laughed and smiled to me saying "ohhh I am joking"
After 3 weeks she stared to write words
like "your face is stuck in my head"
and the teacher changed her twitter pic to a person look like me 90%
then she posted a pic wrote on it "it was this easy to left me after all this cute stuff you said like It was nothing.and like I was Nothing.and we were nothing" I am mad .What is happening.I think the girl was flirting with her .Then she left maybe.
then she wrote "don't ask the liar because they will answer u by another lie"
#then at the end of semester now the Eng teacher just wrote something like "you are like coffee without sugar in the {morning} and bedtime story before sleeping at {night}"
#"I don't have a hope to get u back I just want to take you off of my heart"
I feel afraid of this because I love her as my teacher so I follow her on my own twitter.After this She stop writing this hurtful words
then she wrote" something New.that's all what I want </3 "
After this I realized that she was writing all this to me.What the xxxx I am stuck in a big trouble without doing anything ,
so I deiced to stop re-tweet and I did then she started again said (on her timeline)
"Oh god .I have a monster load like a mountain on my heart"
((words between kotshin is her says))
OMG then I wrote her a letter like love letter I mean by it that I love her but she start stop writing again and I feel like she think I am lesbian
or she is :/ I don't know from her all tweets I can summary that she is lesbian or me or What I don't know
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Right now there are no regulations on teachers and students friending each other on FB or tweeting each other but governments are working on that. All I have heard is that it is best that a teacher does not give her personal online pages to student and only have a professional one connected to the school where students can contact about lessons.
Some of your sentences were hard for me to understand but I think i picked up that all of this was not a teachers professional page. Students at your age have all sorts of issues with self image, bullying and you made it sound like your teacher joined in. I am not talking about the one time she said she was teasing. My opinion is that her conduct was unproffessional for a teacher. If you have issues with how she treats you then talk to school counselors. A teachers job is to encourage and inspire students to grow and reach for goals they did not think they could reach. You might admire some things about her but I am not sure she is someone you should be admiring at all.
Where did she write the following stuff like: "you are like coffee without sugar in the {morning} was she posting this on her own page? Or was she posting it on yours? If on hers, maybe thats something for a boyfriend of hers, cus it sounds like something that belongs in a love letter to a sweetheart. You did not have to go to her page to read it. You can not make any connection to anything just because of something you saw her post as status. If she wrote it on your page or sent a message to you saying those kinds of things...that is inappropriate. You were already tormented by classmates. Bullying is not right and schools are locking down on that...zero tolerance so for someone to alert your teacher was the right thing to do. You shouldnt be embarassed for something you did not do wrong. You may be shy and have a low self image and are therefore,an easy person for others to pick on.
This might be your teachers way of teasing you but look at what it has done to you. It has you so worried that your teacher is bi and thinks you are and you confused thinking that maybe you are. If the teasing did that to you, it is obvious that no teacher should be even in fun trying to tease, play and make funny jokes or pranks like this with a student. Not right at all dear. You are the victim here of some nasty bullying and teasing. I doubt your parents know. You cannot be so afraid of telling. If you don't learn to say something to the right people who can help, you will have to learn later in life as an adult. Better you learn now dear. Your parents have a responsibility to keep you safe and feeling secure.
As to all this non sense about who might or might not be bi sexual...ones sexual orientation should not be a factor open for discussion by anyone, students or teachers. It's none of their business. Its none of yours if all your teachers were bi or gay. The only time it is an issue is if it interferes with their teaching. I am not sure you understand what being bi really is. A bi sexual female will be sexually turned on by not just a man in her life but aroused by and want sex with certain females she is attracted to. A non bi female can admire a woman and not be bi, you can love another woman like a bff but it is love like for mom or sis, not desireing to have sex with her. A non bi female can also admire the beautiful look of another female, I do. But unless you also have sexual desire to bed her, you are not bi. Talk to someone local dear who can help you, parents, school counselor. Don;t hold back. Show them what you can online if anything is saved. Let them know what the kids have been doing and what the teacher has been saying and how it makes you feel. If you do not tell anyone and over the months and next year the pressure becomes so unbearable, you are a great candidate for depression or dropping out of school and we dont want to see either happen. Remember, i said this is one of many lessons you need to learn in life, to speak up for yourself. So do it now. good luck!
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