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why did i survive in attempt of sucide?
my life is all messed up,i no more know who i am or what i was supposed to be.its a constant feel of restlessness,its like somebody is stabbing a knife in my heart over and over again.
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I know where you are coming from everyone whether they will admit it or not thinks about that every once in a while cause life can kick you down and make you feel like there is no way out and like people won't miss you etc. But you can always try to see if you can get help whether is it's with a professional or family member if you can't afford to see professional heip it would help to talk to a family member that is there for you and you can let it all out. You will feel much better if you tell someone how your feeling so you don't have to keep it all to yourself. Also instead of having those kind of thoughts you should think that you tried to and it didn't work because you aren't meant to die your meant to live and make the most of your life before you time is up. Life is short already there is so much more good then bad in this world you should try to find the good and try your best to ignore the bad even though it isn't easy especially these days. I know it isn't easy but you were put on this earth for a reason aren't you even just curious to see what that is. I hope that I helped you some good luck.
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Obviously you are meant to be alive for some reason. If you don't know who you are, then try to FIND YOURSELF. Go outside or go to the park. Enjoy nature and gain an appreciation for life. If you feel like crap all the time, the WRITE ABOUT IT. Don't hold your feelings in. LET THEM OUT AND OWN IT. Don't try to keep what you're feeling a secret because that's when it starts to eat you alive.
If your life is all messed up, then forget about life and focus on you. You have to put yourself IN the world instead of RUNNING from it.
Nobody knows who they are or who they are supposed to be from the day they're born. They have to go out and find themselves. And that's what you have to do. GO OUT AND FIND YOURSELF.
I believe in you and I know you can do it. It may be hard but you have to hang in there. THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
I hope this helped.
~Andrew~
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You are meant to be here and have a purpose even if you cannot sense it yet. You aren't well my friend. To be brutal about it you have depression or another mental illness that drove you to try and kill yourself.
What I need you to do is go to an emergency room. Don't be scared it's a good thing. Tell them you cannot function normally and recently tried to kill yourself. You must say that and be honest. What happens next is that you meet with a psychiatrist.
All that happens is that he or she will figure out what treatment and medication you need to get better and never have this happen again. In order to do this they are by law absolutely required to keep you for observation for 72 hours.
You might hate that idea but it's designed to keep you safe and from harming yourself plus to accurately figure out how your illness works and what it is plus treatment.
It's not at all bad having been there. You get to rest and go off grid for a bit but still have access to books, music, TV, movies on the ward and family plus meals. They try to make it as comfortable as possible.
They often have social groups and activities on the ward to entertain. It's not all hellish stuff but not easy to go through but they make it as close to home as anyone can in a hospital setting. You need to become well and this is the only way.
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Everything is good at the end. And if it's not good, it's not the end. Whatever you're going through, whatever possibility it could be you'll make it. Life is messed up yes, but obviously you have internet which means you must have a laptop or at the library. Think about the kids in Africa who don't have any of this. Some are out alone when the sun goes down and the chilliness catches up with him. That little boy may be out in the middle of no where starving and have just escaped from slavery or torturer. He barley has any clothes on and has flesh cut wounds all over and just got finished being raped. He watched his little brother who's only 2 get tortured to death and watched his parents throats get slit. Even worse, his little sister is still there, he couldn't get her out. This boy is only 5 years old.
Do you think he'd rather maybe getting bullied, or had a loss of one family member or be separated from a girlfriend? I think so.
So please rethink everything you thought and just put yourself in others shoes. Life may seem hard, but unless you just went through what that boy did, you can get through it.
And even if you don't believe in Him, God's always watching and protecting you. He does every single thing for a certain reason.
But if you do believe in God get a closer relationship to him. If you try he will see and do everything he can to get you.
HEY, if you ever need to talk and have an instagram check me out: @woahitssabrina _ and you can kik me or something and we can talk :) Also watch the movie The Encounter. It might help a little bit...
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You survived because you were meant to live.
Things may seem endlessly dark now, but you need to seek help to find the light at the end of your tunnel.
Get therapy. Trust me, it helps.
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