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My life. My story.
I'm not going to tell you everything about my life but what's going on now. I know I'm young (15) but I've been sad me whole life. I've always tried filling my sadness with a boyfriend. Even if I knew I wasn't happy but I've haven't dated anyone cause I just want to have my highschool love .I want a boyfriend who will like me for me & not for my looks. Guys always say your sexy blah blah blah. People have no respect for me. I want someone that will make me feel like nothing bad will ever happen when I'm with them but no. Im scared to be with someone at the same time cause I'm also every bad at having relationship. I grew up learning use your looks to get by life. I was once in love or so I though. When we first started dating it didn't last long he broke up with me. & I cryed for 8 months for him thinking he'll come back I know he will but when I started getting over him I ended up losing my virginity to him but he only like me for my looks he once told me " I'm physically attracted to you" I was so stupid for doing that that day I lost it I fryer my eyes out but then I realize I'm not going to cry I'm going to learn from it. But ever since that I can't find that right Guy for me. Idk I'm just lost with love. Thanks for reading this hopefully you give your comments on this
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First of all dont panic so much..and forget about losing virginity and all...what has happened has happened and you cannot change the past..do u think that since people call you sexy they dont respect you??being sexy or good looking is not a crime, neither does it make people give you less respect...
But using your looks only to get by life is wrong...and thats where you made the mistake..but you can always rectify yourself.Use ur brains and talent...and if you dont have them...use your hard work to make things work out..this will not only earn you respect but you will feel happy about yourself , your achievement... your self respect...stop making life pathetic for yourself...you are just 15...stop craving for a boyfriend..go get a life for yourself first...true love will come hoping along...have patience dear sis...all the best
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