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I absolutely feel like suicide is my only option
I'm sitting in my truck wishing I had a vacuum hose that I could run from the tail pipe to the cab of my truck, while my sister is up in the hotel room smoking crack. She told me I had to leave so because she sick of me getting high for free. Yes I am an addict with very bad habits and I actually let my sister sell herself to support our habits. I am a complete piece of shit and I can't live with myself anymore. I am 31 years old and my sister is 22 and I am not doing my job as being an older brother and protecting her from harms way. We are both very addicted to opiates,
and crack cocaine. We moved from Ohio to Florida the end of April this year so I could start work with a marine construction company. It didn't take me barely 2 months to screw that up and catch a grand theft charge for attempting to steal all the tools that were provided for me to
run a crew of my own. The drugs really took hold
of me at that point. Now I'm completely at the end of my rope, bottom of the barrel
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I believe there is always a time to change and to figure out what you need to do. Suicide is not the answer to your problems. Maybe what you need to do is to admit you have a problem and to go get help. Going to get help is probably one of the most honorable things someone could ever do. I know many people who have been down and out. It sounds to me like you know you need help. Go through a program or something thats close to you so you can get help for you and your sister. After that they may have a program that can help you get a job. It may be a struggle now, but you have a choice to change and make things better or continue the path you're on now which is not sounding good at the moment. Good luck!
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O.K Mr Yankee. I am English 63 years of age and suffer badly with the blues..Just after the War the only way for the working classes to make a few bob ( money )was to nick ( steel ) or to get a piss poor job that paid peanuts...So!!!! I decided at the age of 13 to bare knuckle fight the Irish gipsies...The purse in those days was 5 shillings OH BOY !!! I COULD AT THE AGE OF 13 OBTAIN A SACK OF COAL TO WARM OUR HOUSE !! Yippee...I fought these gipsy,s one by one ...And apart from my first fight never lost a scuffle....I still suffer dreadfully with anxiety my friend...But you are what I call a pleb ( look pleb up on the P.C )I was a pleb at your age but met someone....You have to have a bit of good luck in life Yank and keep on in there it will happen ! If your born a pleb you will be a pleb BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT !!!! Call me uncle John please.....I do not take any drugs my yanky friend , Apart from fags ( cigarettes you call shirt lifters fags ) NOW LETS GET DOWN TO THE NITTY GRITTY !! Go to a hotel room on your own ..must have a T.V With loads of channels ( If you can,t afford the hotel use a room on your own in your own pad ( house ) Just lye on the bed and watch your television , Make sure you have plenty of orange drink and snacks just shake rattle and roll Mr Yank. ( I have done it ) The first day is the worst but just keep going , You will shake , Sweat have nightmares but for the first time in your piss poor life Yank ......do it for you sister !!!!! Walk a lot , When your brain starts to f--- you about ....Tell your brain to F---n off Day by day you will get better and finally just enjoy your life Mr Yank.......Kind Regards Mr Limey
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