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I choose death instead living my life .say something stop me from doing this
I am teenage girl turning .Before 3 days I left my only lovely place (my school)the school end and I will move 2 a new 1 I love my school ,my whole class and my teachers AND The most beautiful things is My family are horrible .My brother beats my mother every 3 or 5 mins .Because she was keep insulting him and said 2 him wish you die .When he was 8 ysold .Because he is walking strangly (disease) .I stand in front of her everytime 2 protect her So my brother beating me instead of my mom when I tey to stop him.So my whole body is hurting me now.And I cry all the day because of I will move 2 a new school.Plus I wake up in the morning everyday by my mother screams & crying out. Plus ain't go anywhere my family prevent me to go out even to the supermarket that's very close 2 my house.Also They never 4ever go out 2 having fun 2gother.I am feeling bad about my school I can't believe that I will leave it .I am considering them as my family .My class as my sisters.My teachers as my sisters and my mother.I was waiting every summer vocation 2 pass 2 go 2 my school again. When I mistake or argue with someone at my school .I was keeping blaming myself until I apologize 4 that person. This was my best one.I said 2 my dad I will go with my friends to the same school. He screamed at me said :I swear if you tell the principle to send and move you to another school that I want u to go .I'll kill ya( because it's far away from house).So I can't go with my friends .Also I tried and thought about fail to stay at my school.But I am nerd so I can't fail even I didn't study 4 the final exams.I love my school more than my awful family alot . Now all I do is lying on my bed crying and hearing squabbles outside but I keep ignoring.my body hurting me m brother every when he sees her in front of his face.I feel like death is the best choice 2 me help wt i have 2 do about this. Ain't stupid to do this but feeling like doing this
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Well let me just tell you, DEATH IS NOT AN ANSWER! What your family needs is to talk your problems out. If the child is hitting the mother, then there is a huge problem. You guys need to work out your problems now before somebody gets seriously hurt. Forgive me if I sound rude, but it seems like your the only one in your family with any sense left in your head. I admire you for reaching out online. If your family is unwilling to listen to you, then maybe you should find a counselor to help you. If the counselor thing doesn't work, hopefully there is another relative you can live with. Let them know what is going on and get yourself out of that house. You don't deserve to live in that kind of disfunction. PROTECT YOURSELF AND LEAVE! But make sure your family knows why you are leaving so that way, they aren't blaming eachother. I really believe in you. I believe that all this drama will pass over someday. You have a great future ahead of you. DON'T EVER THINK SUICIDE BRINGS PEACE BECAUSE IT DOESN'T.
I hope this helped.
P.S. Your not a nerd. The correct term is
well-educated.
~Andrew~
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Oh my word ! That's terrible ! I can't give you much advise cause I'm only 12 but yeah I think you should phone childline or go to RAINN.org because what your brother is doing is abuse ! and please don't kill yourself! You have a wonderful life ahead of you IF you tell an adult childline a social worker or go to RAINN i know how you fell I was abused but I told my teacher and I got help. Please don't make a permenent disision to a temporary situation. I'm begging you to tell someone because you need to get some help even tho he's your brother you need to do something about it before he beats you to death. Feel free to inbox me anytime
Goodluck and I hope you make the right desision and phone them you can talk to me just rember that !
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