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Going Crazy
Hi,
I have been reflecting on a few times in my past of which I don't really understand my behavior.
I went through major depression when I was a teenager - maybe that has something to do with how crazy I got?
Anyway, I recall times where I went to parties and I acted really crazy. I remember getting really excited whenever I arrived to a party and I remember always having the idea that I'm going to have a lot of fun tonight. Most of the time I related fun to acting absolutely crazy. I feel embarrassed by how off the wall I would get. I don't think many people would invite me a second time to their party no matter how close we were. I don't understand why I would act the way I did. I just know I had adrenaline inside of me bursting at the seams. I feel that same sort of speed whenever I get really upset. Even now, I struggle controlling myself. Sometimes I get so heated, I do something really stupid and at times, I throw tantrums. I have gotten better at restraining myself - I can stay absolutely calm whenever another person is trash-talking me. Although calm, I still feel the pressure building up inside of me. I know at moments I can appear insanely crazy to people. Other than those once out of a blue moon times, I am a very relaxed normal person. I wanted to know if there's a diagnosis for my behavior or is it just bad nerves?
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I'm bipolar, and I get a lot of highs, so I can relate to what you're describing. I don't believe those feelings will go away on its own. You need to get professional help. You do not deserve to live like this, so do yourself the biggest favor you can, and discuss this with your doctor. It is possible for you to have a successful life, but you need to get help first. Good luck :)
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Hey there, :) I can relate to how you feel. I had similar out bursts a while back when I went through a rough time after my drink was spiked. What I did was I went to see a pyschiatirist as my behaviour was out of the ordinary. I know its scary to think about but they are really only there to help! The mind is a fragile thing and like any other part of the body when its broken it needs fixing.I'm not insinuating youare crazy by any means. But I really think you should see someone who can better understand your symptoms and help you. None of us here are doctors,so unfortunately we cannot give you a diagnosis. If I was to hazard a guess it sounds to me like you.could be suffering from ADD (attention deficit disorder) or ADHD attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. Of course this is a mere guess as I am not actually qualified to say. If you are a little apprehensive about seeing a pscyhiatrist I would suggest visiting your dpctor first who mighy be able to give you.peace of mind about going :-) Best of luck and I hope I.helped some how. Much <3 Jess 18/f
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i think this is a common matter .with time that feeling will went away .you will be alright just put your mind to something that will make you calm and peaceful .good luck to you
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