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my famileymakes me want to kill myself. I can't think of any other way
I am 12 and female, and I feel like my hole life is all about pain, rejection, and trying to get through it. But I cant get through, I keep wanting to kill myself to let myself out of misery. I have tried to do it before by suffacattion and I couldn't it was to much, this is only at my moms house, but when Im at my dads house its so much easier to live, I just cant think of any thing to do but kill myself, and i just cant....Please help me. :<
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tel dad how sad you are ask to live with him.
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I know how you feel, I've been where you are. I've failed suicide three times, and trust me, it's not worth all the reasons you can give yourself. Sounds like you are going back and forth between your parents, my best friend did that her whole life. My dad left us when I was 2, so I never had to deal with going between parents, so I'm not quite sure what to tell you other than look forward to that time at your dad's house! Don't think of how hard life is at your mom's, think about how great it will be at your dad's. Live, if not for yourself, for your family. Keep puttin' on. I promise you you're life will turn around if you let it. Think of how good you feel at your dad's house, and keep that feeling with you. It will be hard at first, but you will do it and get better at it until you feel good all the time.
Something that kept me going was my family. they suck sometimes, but they're always there for you, right? Look in your mirror, tell yourself these words "I am good. I am happy. I am loved." Do that every day, and when you do, you'll start to see it. You have your entire life ahead of you. Live it like an adventure, kid. :)
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I had a similar feeling when I was your age. I was really depressed and considered suicide. Now that I have grown up more since then, I'm glad I didn't. Life gets better. Deep inside, you know that. It's the reason why you're asking for help. It's that little voice that gives you a reality check that keeps you from doing it because it's "too much". And it is, especially for somebody at your age. Try to find the things that make you happy. Challenge yourself to try something new like a sport or music. Also, if your dad's house is easier to live at, why don't you try to see if you could spend more time over there. Please, if you are still having suicidal thoughts, call the national suicide prevention hotline at 1-800-273-8255. Stay strong, you have so much more time left.
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