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Dairy trouble. I fell so bad. What was I thinking?
Okay I will try to tell the story with out get you all mix up. Some time ago my older sister use to keep a dairy.I fell like I'm the big reason why she stop.And our mom and only the smill reason. Now I need a new dairy but my mom is taking her slow time getting to the doller store. I would just tell her that I need a new dairy but then she will ask to read the old one and when you say no she will give you more work for the day. And then she will go in your room to see if she can find the old dairy. Meaning you most put it in the trash. One time she got so mad at my sister for saying no that she want right up to our room(me and my sister have one room togather)and found the dairy and read it. Not like what was in it she slap my sister.and gave her more work for the rest of the week! that's why i think Mom is a part of the truoble but all. Now here what I did. There was in old box under the bed my sister gave me the box becaus it has a lot of old paper in it and because i don't like to drew in my dairy that's what the paper is for. I found this pink book in the paper's . At frist I did not kn ow what is was but then I saw that is was one of my sister old dairy. I read it.I know that i was acting no better then mom. In the dairy she siad the she did not like me bcause we keep on fight about something or other and mom alway's thought that i was right. and before i was bron mom love her. and that i was in the way.I wonder if my sister still fell's the same way. So i write her i note. she took it the wrong way told mom , mom ask me about then wanted to see the dairy. But i showed her in other note in the dairy because i read on and saw that two page later she said she was very sorry and she was sure she did not mean what she said.Mom said that peolpe have a right to be mad and did not find a thing wrong with the note i showed her. Now my sister has the dairy and has got rid of that page if i wanted to go back and show mom. Then there was the time that her dairy of right now feel down from her bed on to mine and i read it. She does not know for sure tht i read it. But she not dumb.She finsh this dairy out and stop. Now i fell bad because I think it's because of me she well not go back. Before when she was ready to slap some one out she just go and wtite in it. now she jsut take it out on thing and me. No she does not slap me. Just mean word's. I have gone five days with out a dairy and i'm going mad.I don't want to let mom know why i need to go but the reason i have gave her won't me her herry up. And she on to me.P.S If i give my sister a dairy she will just think im trying to get her write stuff down just so i can read it. I will never do that again.
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Before I get to the advice I just have to say your mother is a horrible parent and do not take after her (which it seems like your doing). I don't care what the excuse she gives you; to make sure your not doing anything bad, protecting you, whatever. Parents like to confuse controlling with love alot, and in your case it's different. You looked in her dairy because you thought it wasn't as bad as it is because your mother does it. Unlike her you have a conscious and felt bad (like you should).
So heres my advice: don't ever tell your mother anything else about your Diaries, as far as she knows you don't have a diary anymore. Tell someone else To go buy one for you if you have to. And keep it somewhere where no one will look or get into ( your backpack, old box) can't really think of anything because I have a lot of privacy. Next is apologize again to your sister; tell her how bad you felt that your not like your mother and you will never do it again and if you can buy her another one. Lastly don't let your mother or anyone else hit you (spankings another thing). Another bad habit of your mother is slapping, it's not ok and I know you've already heard this in school. What your suppose to do if a family member hurts you, they say it for a reason. Just because she's your mother and she takes care of you doesn't mean she can do that (nobody has the right to do that).
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