I'm M/16. Recently I've been starting to believe that I'm crazy. Not crazy as in jumping ans screaming crazy but by the way I think about myself & others. It's like I analyse things in my head in such a weird way. I'll think something, then I'll think back to myself like, "What the hell is wrong with you" Then I'll do something like judge someone in my head, then I'll get mad at myself for thinking that. THEN I'm always thinking about myself sometimes. Like, in my head, I'll call myself a cocky bastard or something bad. Then next minute I'll like forgive myself and blame others. Then that'll make me feel horrible again. Its like I'm stuck in a cycle. One minute I'm motivated to do something, then I'll lose interest or feel there's no point anymore. And if someone says something good about me, I feel like they're wrong or that they shouldn't say it. I'm basically not doing what I need to do to get what I want. And mentally attacking myself because I can do it but I don't. Its like physical vs. mental.
If this bothers you or makes you feel strange then you might want to talk to a psychologist. I can't explain properly the way of what is happening to you other than this happens to some girls and boys during their teen age years. A psychologist has the training to help you understand this and deal with it better than I can in this method of communication.
So my advise is to talk to mom, dad or both. Let them know you would like to talk to a psychologist to better understand what is happening to you. You might also try talking to your school guidance counselor and see if the school psychologist might be available to talk with you. [ adviceman49's advice column | Ask adviceman49 A Question ]
babymoby answered Tuesday January 31 2012, 11:44 pm: It's your hormones changing right now. It's perfectky normal as long as your not hurting your self. If you want to prevent this try thinking other thoughts and not cursing as if you are 5 years old :) If it makes you feel any better, I do tis too and it makes me laugh sometimes and sometimes makes me depressed. Just stay focused in school and don't let it get in your way. [ babymoby's advice column | Ask babymoby A Question ]
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