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i just wanna go to sleep and NEVER wake up
okayy im 14 and i have been having real promblems everywhere i go i just feel like giving up. i mean i tried but nothing ever happens. i think its the fact that im a middle child the older sister is loud annyoing thinks shes thar queen of everything she gets in trouble and practily sells her self and my parents still adore her.
my lil sister is a bratt and super annyoing she claims she is so sweet and innocent and she is the world to my dad. and i know im not perfect ethier but i do so much for this family and yea they SOMETIMES say thx but i need more than that.my mom already knows i tryed killingmy self and she has been promising me she will change but hello its been 2 years already i just feel so unwanted and i just wanna go to sleep and NEVER wake up... and its not just me who thinks this my family even thinks so and when they confront my parents it only starts family probs. i really just wanna be let go x/
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Whether your the youngest child, the oldest child or the middle child you have your own problems unique to being that child. Being a parent I have always found that the middle child is the one most troubled.
The oldest child is where we learn are parenting skills. When the second child comes around we are more confident in our skills and try not to make the mistakes we made with the first one. When and if a third child shows up we correct the mistakes we made in parenting the first two.
As I like to say; It would be nice if children came with handbooks like cars and appliances, but they don't so we do make mistakes. Hopefully we learn from are mistakes. Sometimes we don't and for that I apologize to you; for it appears that possibly your parents are not seeing what you are trying to tell them by your words and actions.
I understand what you are trying to say and there is help for you for the asking. Being 14 puts a lot of stress on a young girl, something that moms sometime forget they went through. When she was your age her parents called it a phase she would grow out of. Today we see this differently and we can help you.
What I would like you to do is call this number 1-800-273-8255(TALK). This is the National Suicide Hotline. This is a 24/7 hotline answered by a team of professionals who will talk with you in total confidence. They will help you find people in you home town to help you as well.
Being 14 you now also have total medical confidentiality. Meaning that you can talk to any medical provider in total confidence and they cannot tell your parents what you said, what they examined you for or what they are treating you for without you written permission. This is covered under a law called HIPPA.
Please call the hotline and let them help you. You can feel better about yourself. You are not the first 14 year old to feel as you do. This is not a reason to want to end your life, not when there is help to fix what is wrong in your life. All it takes is one phone call.
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My Brilliant Answer: 1) never give up 2) my 'rents never cared 'bout me, my bro, or my sis so i kno how u feel. im da oldest so i had to take care of them for about 5 years. im 13 now. i wanted to give up everyday. things get betterish. or at least bareable. i found som1 in my family to talk to. and i talk to my friends. (u might not wanna talk to ur frends, i dont anymore) 3) never ever ever give up...ever
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I'm 14 too. TRUST ME! I totally understand. I know how it feels when you don't want to be here in this world....it's like you're tired. So tired of suffering. But you know what? Literally 8 hours later I do want to breathe that fresh air and I realize that life has a lot to offer. I too have been through sooo much family drama. A lot of completely disruptive and chaotic things have happened. All because of my oldest sister. She is 19 and is a bum. She's done soo much to this family that I can't even tell you about. It's a loooong story. I'm the youngest. My 2nd oldest sister feels the same about me. How I'm a brat. So I understand. But your sister acts innocent in front of your parents? Now that is annoying. I can't get away with anything. All I can say is hang in there. If I can, you can too. Trust me, I'm just as tired and tied down as you are. But I know that once I graduate and move into my 20's, I'll be outta my parent's home and can start a life of my own. Make my owns decisions. Things will be better and different.
xoxo Sincerely Extraordinary Gurl!
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