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I don't like my house my family but why ?
What's wrong with my family ..? My mom and I alway fight seems like forever but the pass 3 years have been really bad where I get Hurt or her ... One fight where she was drunk & beat me .. She never gets drunk so it's not like shes that kinda mom.. But she cryd for me come back home and I did which I was stupid .. We fight alot about stupid things then she says hurtful stuff like I hate you I wish I never had you .. Everyone hates you , you stupid bitch .. Your grandparents told me i should send you alway they hate to death too now. She knows I love them so much .. She always tells me everyone hates me so now I become this person that hates everyone ... I don't wanna be but I failed for her lies and now she mad me hate myself.. I cut myself & took pills to go to sleep forever.. But everyone see her my mom as a loving nice person ... She loves my sisiters and brother but not me why ??? She even told me her brother said he will kill me cause I need to leave this weorld cause I'm the bad kid... I don't understand I'm good I get good grades never got into bad stuff .. I don't get it what did I do so wrong ?
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I can't tell you what you did wrong; most likely you did nothing wrong. There are parents who for unexplained reasons will blame one of their children for their own failings and short comings. Usually this is the oldest or youngest child as the oldest and youngest children are usually unplanned causing a disruption in a parents plans or goals for themselves.
Parents do not have the right to beat a child. There is a difference between discipline and beating. Beating is child abuse. You are being mentally abused which can be many more times more hurtful than being beaten. Mental abuse is also a form of child abuse.
Now what can you do about this: Given what you have written I'm going to make two suggestions. I would like you to first call an organization called RAINN. RAINN stands for; Rape, Abuse, Incest National Network. They operate a 24/7 hotline answered by trained volunteers who can put you in touch with the right people in your hometown who can help you. There is no age requirement to ask for their help. Their number is 1-800-656-HELP.
The other thing you can do is call your local child services office and ask for their help. You will find their number by calling directory assistance and asking for the child services office for your state, county or town.
Whatever you choose to do, while you are seeking help should you get the urge to cut yourself PLEASE DON"T. Instead pick up the phone and call 911 and tell the call taker you are going to cut yourself. They will send help to you.
If you do not live in the United States or Canada calling RAINN will not help. I'm not sure what child services are available in other countries. What you can do in other countries is to go to a hospital emergency room and ask for help.
Cutting yourself is dangerous and can cause you life threatening injury. The hospital will want to help you and the child abuse will have to be dealt with. Even in Canada and the United States if you feel in danger you can always go to a hospital emergency room.
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