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A living wrek
My home life isn't as bad as most, ya, I'm fed, clothed, loved, but here's the thing. My mom is kinda bipolar so she gets mad and kinda violent sometimes. Not like she's gonna hurt me but she may throw things and break down and cry. My step dad is always asleep science he works at night and sometimes does double shifts. I dont feel like his family and I kinda don't want to be. My half sisters hate me but there easily delt with by tv or candy. So my question is why am I so bad? I hang out with not so god people, lie, sneak, do things I shouldn't, and write horrific things both sexual and non. Is it genetic? My bio dad was a reckless guy who delt drugs and drunk so could it be a mix of my moms bipolar and my bio dads bad personality or WHAT????????
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I feel as if you think kyou know more than your mom does. that's not a bad thing, you very well might. drugs and other stuff is just an escape from having to deal w school/work/home life. the kids youre with probably just seem carefree. my only advice would be to have one friend whose straight edge (no drugs or alc.) that way, if you do need a break from everything, you could hang with them for a day. Or do something you like by yourself. You'd be suprised what some alone time can do for people. I hope it gets better. Its not genetic, its perspective. you just view things differently than others.
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You anre not a bad person you just chose to do bad things somethimes... you dont have to be like your mom or dad you can be however you want to be... my advice start hanging out with people who will be a good influence on you, stop the lies and the sneaking make better choices try to write about things that make you happy... you can change the direction your life is heading good luck and best wishes
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