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How not to give up
I have struggled with wanting to end my life for the past few years. I use to know what purpose God had for me but few years got diagnoised with several different forms of dystonia which now are making it almost impossible to lead a normal life. I have tried all ur suggestions, use to love all my flower gardens but they no longer hold any beauty for me. Did u see the episode about lambert hillman. His suicide not explained so much about how I feel. Have no insurance now to cover costs of my treatments and medicines am getting close to losing my job because of my health and got denied social security benefits. I use to be so happy and carefree but I just no longer see the joy or beauty of living. I want to go Home to be with my brother and grandparents and where I will be pain free.
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Well I am an outsider looking in, so hopefully I can help.
As far as work, did you talk to them about your dystonia? Maybe they can help you work something out, or help you somehow get social security.
Do you attend church regularly? A lot of people find church therapeutic and this might help you.
Continue spending time in your garden. Take photographs of your flowers and keep them in your home. Heck, if you are into photography and you like photographing your garden you can set up a site and sell them online to make some extra money.
It might be hard to see the beauty of living now, but everything happens for a reason. Once you get through this rough patch, just think of what wonderful thing lay ahead of you on the other side. And I know it may sound better to be with your brother and grandparents, but think of how much they would want you to lead out a long, beautiful life.
Good luck, and I hope this helps.
xxtiffany
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