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Healing from abuse
Doktor Tammy,
I hope you have some patience, because this may be long...but I'd like to know what you think.
I'm a 23 year old female in, for lack of better terms, a difficult situation. My ears perked up when I saw you identified yourself as an Empath. I have always identified myself as a Healer, of all sorts, but lately I've had trouble with my abilities when I've had time to think about them, between having terrible anxiety, disturbing dreams, and dealing with my physical and emotional pain.
I took my cat and most of my things with me when I left a dangerous, abusive man back in October. I loved him...we wanted to get married. If he hadn't hurt me I don't know that I'd have left. But he did, so I did. It took me almost six months to come out of shock and begin the grieving stage of healing...and I'm not sure I'm out of shock, either.
I'm struggling now to function. I used to be able to move energy through my throat chakra (emotion center) and solar plexus (power center), to heal both myself and others, but now the centers I had opened have closed up to the point that they hurt, and I can't open them back up. Not to mention, in order to operate in my day-to-day life, I've been needing to shut down my emotions, because I feel I have no control over them - either they take over or I do. I work in the mental health field and have dedicated my life to learning about and helping others, but I find myself not caring, which is ridiculous for me.
I have a psychologist, and I'm on antidepressants (and other medications for other physical problems), but I'm so, so sick of medications and chemicals...I feel like I haven't healed at all - if anything I've gotten worse. The dreams are more disturbing, the lows are more frequent than the highs, and much, much more intense. It scares me. I've never been this wholly thrown off-balance by anything, and I've been through a lot. It's frustrating.
I'm not completely sure what I'm asking, other than a general cry for help, but I had an instinct to reach out to you. I don't expect you to say the magic words to heal me, don't worry. :)
Thank you for your time.
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Thank you for reaching out to me.
You are recovering from a terrible disappointment and if your doctor cared about you, the last thing they would do is put you on chemicals that exploit your fragile state of mind.
You are young enough to learn a lesson from all of this. I can pass on helpful information and intuition, but it will be up to you to choose your own actions.
Your pineal gland is having a hard time picking up vibratory energies. Clearing your various chakra is a great thing, but will do you minimal good if your pineal gland is not vibrating at a healing level.
The first thing I can see is the chemicals interfering with your ability to think and heal; yourself and others. Your chakra are so clogged with chemicals that you are in physical discomfort. Your body and mind are not in alignment anymore. The chemicals are causing your crazy dreams and clogged chakra.
The physical pain increases your mental instability and your mental pain will manifest itself physically. It will become a vicious cycle if you do not stop it now. It is all caused by the chemicals.
Sweetheart, you do not need the pills; you are stronger than that. You do not need the psychologist either. You can gain sure insight through the Cosmos when you detoxify your body, clear your pineal gland, unclog those chakra, and get back to living your life.
To increase your body's ability to heal, find out your blood type and eat for your blood type. You will be amazed at how healthy your body will become and how clear you'll be thinking.
Healers are empathic as well, so it does not surprise me that you are feeling the way you are feeling. The chemicals are a big problem for your body. They are keeping you from functioning; even more than the problems that started you on your chemical use.
I help others as much as possible. If you find yourself not caring about things you once loved, maybe it is time to try somethings else.
Never be afraid of change. It is what shapes us, it is the thing that makes us strong and able to carry on in the face of adversity.
You are a strong spirit that was crushed by someone you trusted with all of your heart. It takes time to recover from something like that; but do not lose yourself in the sorrow of it all. Sitting alone and dwelling is the worst thing a human can.
I know where you are coming from, and I can tell you that life continues. Never put up with anyone touching you in a manner you dislike.
Even from the so called authorities.
You have rights. Get informed. GCN Live.com
You can tell a lot about a person's character based on how they react to a situation.
You are strong and the things you are doing to yourself are making you weak. Detoxify your body, get out to meet people, and get on with your wonderful life.
I am here anytime you need me.
Sincerely,
Docktor Tammy
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