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is there more to life than just this ?
I constantly strugle with lifes demands .I work two jobs and I find myself always on everybodys time but my own .I have to work two jobs just to make it .and the economy sucks right now iv been looking for a better job but I'm always over qualifide .and I'm too tired physicaly and emotionaly drained .I took a week off from one job on vacation .and I couldn't even get out of bed to do anything .sometimes I feel like just giving up .but I still keep shuveling the shit that I'm delt every day .its to the point where I hate coustomers because they won't leave me alone .I know that sounds pathetic but its the truth .I finde myself hateing myself .and just don't want to deal with it anymore but I have too .I have to force myself out of bed just to go to work .so what's the matter with me ?? Is it just me or a reason I fell this way .too tired too even finish this .
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I suffer the same way. Even though I don't work it seems in my forties mid life crisis has set in. What helps me is antidepreesant,exercise,and church. Sometimes talking to someone like a license therapist works.
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Unfortunately the economy is such that many of us have to take on more than one job in order to pay our bills. The pressures of life, jobs, family can all become more than we can bare. In your particular case, however, I wonder if there is a possibility that you are depressed? Exhaustion, self-hatred and anger can all be signs of depression. This time of year doesn't help much either. With the holidays fast approaching and the lack of sunshine it's often a very difficult emotional time for many people. Please talk to your doctor about your signs and symptoms. There is medication available for depression and SAD (seasonal affective disorder). I truly hope this helps. Good luck!
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It seems like you have MD (Minor Depression). You haven't found what you are passionate about yet so you get tired of living and working when you don't enjoy it. Have you ever read the book "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom? I suggest you read it...it'll change your life. I also strongly suggest that you try fixing it up a bit. You know, move into a smaller house, have only one job, and on the side do things YOU enjoy, and try to find a better job.
Don't worry, there is more to life than just what you've seen.
Best of luck. xx
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