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Cant get him out of my head
So coming up on a year ago now I met this guy in my college class.He was quiet very cute and I wanted to get to know him so bad.He sat right infront of me.I remember when we first locked eyes there was a spark like I just knew I had to get to know him it was just one of those nagging feelsing.Well after a few weeks we started talking and getting to know each other his name was Kelly.He was awesome we had so much in common,and he always made me laugh.At the time he was having problems getting a new job and with his girl friend.When I found out he was taken I was hurt,Id finally found a great guy and I couldnt have him.Ofcourse part of me wanted to steel him away,but im not that person.So I was just there for supporte I told him if he loved her he needed to fix things with her.Befor I knew it we were getting so close I could tell he wanted to hold me and kiss me just as bad as I wanted him,but we didnt it wouldnt have been right. I stayed over at his place one night it started out watching movies and playing COD.Then we went to his bed nothing happend we didnt even cuddle I wouldnt do that to another girl because I know it would crush her.When we woke up he was telling me something about never cheeting on her and that he couldnt and I told him it wasnt like that and I understood,as much as my heart and body wanted him I just wouldnt give in and hurt somone in the prosses.the second time I slept over once agian nothing happened his girlfriend walked in in the morning she freaked out.I left after that he told me we couldnt be friends any more.The entire time I told him he should tell here we were friends and nothing more and nothing was going to happen between us but he didnt.So they stayed together then next day at school befor class I was telling Jo Jo my friend about it and smoking a cig when he walked out and lit one of his own he stood right across from the court yard just staring at me.I wanted so bad to go to him to demand why we couldnt be friends,but I didnt I already knew the answer he was hers and he wouldn never be mine.She got on his face book 4 months after all this and started shit with me because i sent him a message asking him how he had been.Finally a few days later she comes face to face with me.Id heard rumors she was sleeping around on him,but since I could prove it what was i to do?So I told her to leave it be she was being imature and she knew we were only friends I told her if she wanted to fight then swing but I wouldnt take the first shot she wasnt my problem.Come to find out later she was being a whore and what not.It comes down to he moved back to his home town and I moved to Texas there no longer together and all is well.But I still think about him so much,and about the connection we had and how damn strong it was.Id never felt somthing so intense.I guess I just want to know how to get him out of my head and my heart.
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well thats something you cant , if your hear tells you something very badly, then im pretty sure you cant leave it at that , it seems you did that right thing and he did the right thing , but you know the worst came out , BUT i think you should give him a call or text just to see how he's doing , what's the worst that could happen? im sure you could have a great deal with all this to work out , you know you seem to love this guy it's either if you love it let it go or snatch it and don't let it pass by you , you know? it's your choice , if you really like/love him as you say go get him , if you dont go around , take time look at other guys see if any are worthy if you find yourself still about this guy when your looking then you need to keep in contact but then again its your choice
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