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coming from my heart and sorry its long but pls read asp
Coming from My Heart
Okay, This is going be Long becouse I have Hard time explaining how I feel in a short message. I know that the Advice Column People Don't like it very long. Sorry but it hard to me to explaine what My advice question going to about becouse it going be more just one little problem, not like big issue but it seem like it is. Please try to bare with me.. let me tell me about my self so it be eas for somone understand why it hard me writ and try help others people understand what I am tr to say. I am Hard of Hearing and I am mabe 4th Grade Reading Level and I have Reading Comperhion problem and yet spelling so I ty best to spell wirth and use good grammer. I am 26 years old, I don't Drive. I live with my parents and I babysit a boy that is hard of hearing and have problems and he is 3 and i babysit once a week becouse he is in preschool now. I also have Klippelfeil and Cleft lip and palate.There few subject I will tell why I am righting this "Relgion" I belive in God and I have a Big heart, I understand the Bible Little Bit some of the stories and Celebrated Hoildays and Me and My family are christains and we Go church with my parents. untill now i met somone and dated guy for a year. he is very nice and funny and get along pretty good. he don't aruge or anything but hase alot of option abut things. well thing hs he say him and his famil were catholic untill one of there family Member met somone whoes is different, they go to like a small church fo family who read the stright out of the bible and that they don't belive man made laws and don't like how "We others" celbrated Hoildays and that they say the crosses are pegans. Okay I do understand wh they do it. i mean i know seem waste time people do hoildays and stuff. but thing is from my Heart i feel like God know why people have there poupose and we belive we are soppose to serve God. and I know that. but thing is that I don't know i feel right going there chruch and my boyfriend like it when i am with him. but it hard for me hear what Lady that they have there talks. she little off and give me headache when she talk. thing is frist time i met her she not know me at all and Frist thing come her mouth asking me where i go church and i told her and she seem like roll her eyes over. ok maybe i know some poeple take there eye ball move over look like they are rolling there eyes. other thing si that I do care and love my boyfreind. and i know we all accpect who we are he try not change me or anything and try help me understand like ido have angel on m selff and i don't worship or anthing and telling me one of God comment says don't make Imange of heaven and the earth. I understand that but i don't see why its so evil about it. i mean i know that there more in heaven then we think. but thing is my Heart can't take it anymore it like people Being oppessed with Policts and i like keep quest and I don't know what to do and Another topic "Sex" okay remeber I say I have Klippelfeld? ok here what it is Klippel-Feil Syndrome is a rare disorder characterized by the congenital fusion of any 2 of the 7 cervical (neck) vertebrae. It is caused by a failure in the normal segmentation or division of the cervical vertebrae during the early weeks of fetal development. The most common signs of the disorder are short neck, low hairline at the back of the head, and restricted mobility of the upper spine. Associated abnormalities may include scoliosis (curvature of the spine), spina bifida (a birth defect of the spine), anomalies of the kidneys and the ribs, cleft palate, respiratory problems, and heart malformations. The disorder also may be associated with abnormalities of the head and face, skeleton, sex organs, muscles, brain and spinal cord, arms, legs, and fingers.
OKay about sex organ.. I not start my period ever. I have to take Birth control to start and hel with my hormones. well thing is I can't feel anything i mean when i grinded i gusse i feel little and goes away. but thing is i am not even sure i well be surpise some of girls who read this i don't know if i like Sex that much. i am not Gay please don't judge or say something like that. i think it my Hormone level is very Low and that I do enjoy kissing and i touch him yes there. but sometimes i not sure even right back to Reliigon. I feel like God not want us use our body only for make babies. I always try stay postive and want love him and i think his parents and family like me and i know my family like him too but i don't know if i feel it aymore and i like being with him and he like being with me alot and I am afaide hurt him. not want him think it all of Religon stuff and htat. i think it jut part who i am maybe not ment have A boyfreind or i don't know. maybe i just enjoy havbing somone talk to and be with. and another thing is about living with my parnets and not driiving. i seem get little lazy. i mean i am on compture alot and on facebook i know everyone is. i try to be more like engery wise. like i do Loundery and clean stuff. and i have freinds who i don't see or talk to much. becouse busy and livie far away. I am Happy and sometimes i do kinda wish I do mroe. like go school or be a writer or et maybe hopley with new Goverment people help people with disbity get a job and stuff. i try that programs they not quillfy me. don't know what it is. I am looking for more postive outlook and hopley somone understand. and i try explaine it to my boyfreind but hard to explaine i don't htink he gets it. hopely somone dose.
thanks. Little Butterfly...
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okay sweetheart... if you dont feel comfortable going to his church just talk to him about this. Tell him you believe in something different and there is nothing wrong with what he believes in you just cant do both it makes you feel like your doing wrong. There is nothing wrong with believing in something else than your boyfriend, many people do this and they are still together you just have to meet each other in the middle on some things.
As for the sex situtaion maybe talk to your doctor. maybe there is something you can do or take to make you have more feeling down there. If you can feel a little bit that is better than nothing. Not everyone likes sex. and you wont be the first or the last. If you dont like it dont feel weird. Maybe you guys need to try something different to make it more enjoyable for you. If you dont feel comfortable doing sexual things dont do them. No one is forcing you to sweetie. Talk to your boyfriend about this issue too. If you guys have been together for a year you have to feel comfortable talking to each other about things right? It is always good to have an open relationship where you both know what is going on in the relationship and what your partner is feeling also.
Everyone likes having someone there for them, but it sounds like you and your boyfriend have a healthy relatioship. You have been together for a year and you dont argue much. That is a very good thing. If you love him i think that you should stay with him. You guys make each other happy. Yet if you feel it is wrong to be with him or you dont want to be with him anymore this is something he needs to know. The choice is up to you.
Wanting to do more with your life is normal. Why dont you and your boyfriend plan a couple of activities a week. Go for walks or something fun yet simple just so it gets you out of the house and makes you feel like your doing something. There is nothing wrong with being on Facebook and the computer a lot. There are people who spend all day on the computer.
I truly hope this helped atleast a little bit.
If you have any other questions feel free to message me personally!
-Sami
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