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im in my 30 single mother of 2. i had a very difficult life. a lot of hardship n obstacle. one bad relationship after another each left me with a child. 2yrs have left me with 13yrs old boy. 9yrs a 9yrs old daughter n a miscarriage. i quit my job n spend 2 miserably yrs taking care of my mother in law sick with cancer. seeing someone u care for slow deteriorate had put a emotional toll on me. ive been through so much that living everyday life is a struggle. i use what i had left and push through. i was content with working n come home to my kids. the life was about living n making it through day.life was always unkind to me.i felt bless i found someone. i fall deeply n passionately in love. i never love any of my pass relationship as much as i love this one. once again pregnant n abandon by him. i have nothing left in me to push through in life. its not becuz of the break up but what life offers. one sad event obstacle after another. jobless no health insurance kids with school problems car broke down pregnancy health problems everything piling up all at once suffocating me. my heartache my mind n body is exhausted. i dont know what to do no one to turn to. all i want to do is sleep n not wake up.
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Those kids NEED YOU. They're the best thing that has ever come out of bad experience. I know that you think your problems right now are insurmountable. They aren't.
At any moment you could find yourself in a new situation with job, housing, a better life and people who don't treat you badly. Not every guy is out to abandon you even though others have.
There are government programs that can help you. You just have to start researching about them and applying. I'm sure you have parents and others who can help you temporarily.
I think your problem is depression to be honest with you and that's treatable. I know that you need to visit an emergency room and tell them that you're at the point where you think you could harm yourself.
They'll treat you and help you get your life back and better than before. That's your wisest choice and the only one to take.
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There are goverenment programs that could help you and wiill pay for insurence for your kids and there is a building called Ozark Action in my town im not sure about yours but they will pay to have my car fixed. They are going to Pay to have heat put into my home. Life is hard not just for you but for a lot of people and if you remember that it will help you threw each day. I have a friend whos husband just up and left her with 3 children all young only one in school. i think kindergarden. its hard very hard. i have faith you can make it threw it but relationship wise.. birth control?? I use the depo shot and i love it. i have two amazing children 3 and 8 months old. I love them and would do anythng for them but more kids in my life right now would drive me nuts.
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