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I don't know where to turn
I'm a senior in high school now, male, I used to be grounded since about 7th grade because of C grades, last year I had a sudden realization that with me being grounded all the time I'm missing out on so much in high school and life in general. So when I got ungrounded last year half way through I said I was sick of being grounded all the time, so when the next quarter started a teacher put in the wrong grade so right off the bat I was failing already a class, when my mom looked up my grades she flipped out big time, she kept telling me to give her my phone because for some reason she assumed I was "hiding something from her" so I threatened to kill myself so I wouldn't have to deal with being grounded again, she then said I dare you thinking I wouldn't, so I grabbed a razor and slit my arm pretty bad it needed 22 stitches, now after awhile we calmed stuff down about grades (present), but lately I've been way depressed and have been having those thoughts again and I don't know what to tell people why I'm depressed or what's going on only 3 of my closest friends know the real story, should I let my other close friends know as well because they keep asking and how should I do it? What should I do in general to help the way I feel? I haven't always been depressed like this it all started because of the death of someone close along with my ex girlfriend dumping me with a text for my friend. I don't know what to do any more
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i dont want to sound lke the religious people who knock on yur door asking yu to read the bible, but honestly thats just the devil trying to get in yur head with negative thoughts of suicide and so on. what i say is talk to someone who is extremely close to yu & see whats works out. but i know how yu feel. dont feel like yur the only person out there who's going through this. ive went through ALOT throughout my life & really God is the only one who listened & stuck through with me. yu are depressed because yur letting it get to yu, DONT. yu can stop anything from hurting yu or bringing yu down. enjoy yur senior year, after all, yu cant live it twice. if yu need someone to talk to, (i know this is wierd but) just reply back anytime & i can at least give yu advice, from there yu make yur decisions....
-ana 17.
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