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Just making sure that I'm on the right track
I'm seventeen years old. I love singing. I can't even describe how much i love it. Its my passion,my hobbie, and something I would love to pursue as a career. This passion has been a part of me since I was four. Its just one of those things that you can feel that you are meant to do. Anyway, getting to the point....I have always had dreams where I'm running, and my way of escaping is flying. In the dreams I'm able to fly over mountains, and over each mountain, I end up in a different continent or country. For the past six months, I have been with this guy. For three months he worked hard to be with me, I didn't feel the same way he felt. I decided to give him a chance, so we started going out. I was still not happy. He turned out to be pretty much obsessive. He didn't understand the fact that I don't believe in sex before marriage. And it became a huge issue because he just always tried, and I would have to remind him. I ended up liking him but a part of me still felt like it didnt. I felt like I was with him to make him happy. Like the whole relationship was forced. During the six months or the time we were together, my dreams were more uncomfortable. I wasn't able to fly as high as before. I struggled to stay up to long. I couldn't even get above a tree. Whereas usually I could go really high in the sky, and a few times over into the clouds. I broke up with him about two weeks ago because I was just sick of him disrespecting me. I also had some singing competitions coming up, so I did those, and it felt really good. Last night, i had another dream, and in this dream I was able to fly higher!..not as high as I used to, but it was so much more comfortable and It felt good. I feel like i'm on the right track of not being with him and focusing on my singing. What do you guys think? maybe some of you are able to read into things. Maybe tell what dreams mean? Sorry this was so long. Thank you for reading and for all the input :)
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You don't need a guy that disrespects you. I've had those flying dreams before. It literally means that you're feeling free and intuitive. Go with your gut. It was good that you guys ended it. You need someone who respects your morals and loves you for your morals. good men will appreciate them. You need to concentrate what you want to do with life rather than worry about a guy who makes you feel uncomfortable. I'm happy you ended it. Gotta let me know who you are so when you make it big i'll buy your albums :)
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