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Two guys...
15/f Soo this is gonna be long...sorry.
Well I have this boyfriend, he's 17. We're a year apart, I'm turning 16 soon. Then there is this other guy, he's 18, just graduated high school. I liked him when I was a freshman then going into sophomore year. Then I started dating my boyfriend, so I got over the guy. Those feelings came back.
To be honest, I never felt right with my boyfriend. I was always afraid to end it though, for stupid reasons. You know, the whole who will ever like me after I end it? I know I'll find someone eventually, I'm over that. It's just now its this guy. Me and him are like best friends. I tell him everything, except for the fact that I like him. He doesn't like my boyfriend though. He has good reasons, plus he acts like my brother, saying stuff like, "If this guy ever hurts you I'll go to his house and kill him" ect. Which I find really sweet haha.
I'm not planning on leaving my boyfriend for him. I would break up with him for me because of how I feel about him. I don't think I can even get involved with my friend because he's 18 now and he's going to college soon. I'm not losing him forever though, which is good cause I'm best friends with his sister too so I'm always at their house.
Well he does act like he likes me and stuff but we both know nothing is ever gonna happen. It's just I can't get over him. Well my boyfriend knows about him. I finally came clean about it. My boyfriend said I could do whatever I want but he still wants to be with me and he loves me and all of that. He just wants me to be happy and he's never gonna leave my life either.
So I really don't know what to do. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks!
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You've already given yourself the answer. If you are with him because your afraid of never finding someone else, then you need to end it. Your leading someone on, who obviously has more feelings for you than you do for him.
As for the 18 year old, i wouldn't try to go for it. If hes leaving for college your just going to end up getting hurt. Try being single for the rest of the summer. I know its not what you want to hear, but it can be very liberating.
Good luck
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