|
how to fix this?
for the past 2 years my life has been total mess im 14. when i was 13 i had a 43 year old boyfriend and he was myfirst love but i told the wrong person about him and tey told y parents lots of drama happend and i was dstroyed ive attempted suicide many times but before any of that even happend i started to cut myself because i felt lke none loved me anyways after this happend then i fell in love with my best friend but she didnt love me back and our relationship went through hell but she wasnt strong enough to hold on so i lost my best friend that i had for 4 1/2 years after i lost her i became extremly paranoid and i thought everyone was gonna leave me at that point is when my world started falling apart and i stoped cuting myself until today im so upset i just cant handle all of this anymore so im doing anything i can to avoid getting so upset that i attempt suicide again i just cant do this im ready to give up on life my poor heart cant take anymore pain what should i do???
[ ]
Want to answer more questions in the Sexual Health and Reproduction category?
Maybe give some free advice about: General Sex Questions?
If you're sitting there thinking about how you don't want to kill yourself, then you don't really want to.
It's not the answer to anything. All it would do it hurt the people around you, and you could never live your life again.
I know life's a bitch, then it has puppies. But I promise, it can get better. In order to be succesful, you need to start thinking positively. I know the walls you've built up are going to be hard to tear down, but you need to find someone to confide in, someone that you trust. Not everyone is going to leave you. I've been to this point, and I know how hard it can be. Don't focus on the past. Focus on what's ahead and tell yourself you're going to make it. You can't let the darkness and the negativity win. To win, you have to be strong, and I know you can be strong.
Find an outlet in which you can express yourself. For me it was music and writing. For you it could be art, clothes, crafts, guitar, anything. It's really important not to keep anything bottled up because it's only going to lead to more pain and regret. Be honest with yourself and the people around you, and if they can't handle it, you don't want them in your life.
Don't cut yourself. There is no good in harming yourself. It may make you feel better for a moment, but it leaves much deeper scars. As I used to harm myself as well, I know the relief doesn't last and you have to face the outcome eventually.
I want you to tell yourself that you're beautiful, you're a good person, you're important. Then you need to find something to express to yourself. Cry if you need to. It's good for your soul.
Noone really wants to die, they just want to cheat life. I can tell you don't want to. Please just take a breath and think of all the good things that have happened to you.
Don't hesitate to e-mail me in my inbox.
-LoveSucks
]
More Questions: |