what you need to do is get off the computer and go talk to someone. i don't know if you're asking this because you're doing a project or something or if you actually plan to kill yourself, but if its the second one, i highly recommend talking to a theropist. i'm sure you think that all doctors are quacks or some shit, but you need to understand, there is a reason some people go to school for 8 years to learn about the human brain and why people do what they do, its so they can help people like you who think that their life sucks and ridding yourself off will solve everything. i'm sorry, but it doesnt. there is at least 1 person on the planet, somewhere, who would be absolutely torn apart if you did that; whether its your mom/dad, your bf/gf, your best friend, your cousin, whomever it is, they'll be crushed that you didn't try to fix whatever it is thats bugging you.
what do you think will happen to you if you die? are you a person of belief or doubt? do you think you'll go straight to the ground or is there actually a heaven or hell? don't worry, i'm not going to shove some bullshit religion down your throat.
but please. try to talk to someone. anyone could help you. i know how you're feeling, and i am sorry that things can get this bad in someone's life, but it happens to everyone, trust me. but hurting all the people in your life is no way to deal with anything. look into the future a few years; do you still see yourself being suicidal? or do you think things will get better if you give them time, maybe? maybe not.
i'm not going to tell you how to kill yourself. i'm not that evil of a person. and if you've read my response this far, i'm sorry i couldn't give you the answer you were hoping for. again, i know exactly how you feel. and even if you doubt i do, trust me, i do. its gonna hurt, no matter how you do it. its gonna hurt if you stay alive, and stay strong. life won't turn itself upside down just to keep one poor soul from dying, but you can try to change it, or just choose to ignore it. a boy in my community hung himself recently and even kids that didn't know him are depressed. everyone is. don't worry, it'll all turn out all right in the end.
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