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My Daydream? Or nightmare thing..
The other day i had a day dream... It had me (Callie), my best friend Bekka, Codi, and Chey. So for some reason, my friend Bekka committed suicide, and Codi ran down the hall screaming for me, and when i got out there all she was saying was "Bekka did it, she really did." i had no idea what she ment until she told me that Bekka killed herself. I started crying and people were trying to get us out of the hall way except we wouldnt move. So me and codi were talking about it and we couldnt find a reason why. Well a couple days later, Chey kills herself the same way Bekka did (which was cutting her wrists in a bathtub full of water. It was very bloody and blah) And me and codi could not stop crying and we could understand why this was happening. (Codi is moving in about a month in real life) So about a couple days later, they had the funeral and i only remember seeing Bekka, and saying how beautiful she was and how i loved her. Well i felt calling Bekka's house with codi, and telling her "Its probably just some prank they pullin on us" And i called and called expecting her to pick up. I did the same to Chey's cell. Well then a couple days after that Codi moved and i was all alone, and i rememeber feeling everything in the dream, but i could see myself walking through school and my eyes were glazed over, and i couldnt think straight. And all i wanted was to ask them Why.
So i just want to know...:
What do you think it means?
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Dreams can mean a lot of different things...
I'm not going to try and interpret your dream, per say. I will tell you what comes to mind...
I think you're upset that your friend Codi is moving. This is perfectly understandable... When I was in the fifth grade, my best friend, Annie, moved away. She didn't move very far... But up until that point, we lived in the same neighborhood together, went to the same school, and saw each other almost every day. After she moved, we went to different schools and began to drift apart.
Maybe you're afraid that you and Codi will start to drift apart as well? Maybe you're afraid that, for whatever reason Bekka and Chey will disappear from your life as well... And then you'll be left all alone. Or maybe you're all ready feeling a bit lonely. I know I started to feel lonely before Annie really left.
Again, I can't say for sure. Think on it a bit and ask yourself if maybe this is what is really bothering you...
And... If it is... When Annie left it wasn't the end of the world. I thought it would be, but it wasn't. I made new friends... I got along just fine. And so will you :)
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I think you should go and see a therapist, you are obviously traumatized by this mishap and all you can do is hope and pray, try seeing a therapist it really could work
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