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getting back on track with music and life :)
i took lessons starting three years ago. Guitar & clarinet lessons for over a year and taught myself piano. i could play nearly anything on guitar or clarinet, and alot on piano and I wrote a lott of good songs. The thing is I’m so jealous of my past?? i try & try yet i suck, i cant understand any guitar or piano notes but i can do tab slowly, and suck at writing songs they don’t flow. i was in track&field and cheerleading and was very social and with friends everyday. I had a mentally hell time including rape, schizo and rehab.. now i don’t talk really and only go out with my boyfriend and if friends pick me up and make me come with them yet I constantly need to be doing something either shopping or muay thai or painting just something. My life revolved around friends and arts of all kinds I want that back how can I get it. I practice nonstop but its not the same.
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Maybe give some free advice about: Mental health?
Your mentally blocking yourself because of the rape and stuff..you probably want to forget it and your trying so hard your losing yourself, Also you go through major personality changes as something like rape happens. So maybe get a shrink to help or a school guidance counselor
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