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Suicide
I'm seriously contemplating suicide right now, and have been for a long time now. I'm not at all happy with my life, and I'm tired of people saying that you can "change" your life to make you happier, or whatever.
I've taken lots of courses, and read lots of books on self-improvement, and things to make you happy. And so far, it's been all bullshit as far as I'm concerned. They only give me temporary hope, and I'm back to feeling how I was.
I seem to stop the people closest from me to do what they want. I get in the way with of my brother, mother, stepfather, and father. I generally don't get along with people, no matter how much I try to ever since I was a kid. I don't see it changing any time soon.
I know my life won't change anytime soon, because I don't want to try and change it anymore. What the hell is the point? Honestly, we're all going to die one day anyways. And, I just don't really care about religion anymore. All the stupid stuff with hell, and heaven. Life has become a joke.
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I'm in your shoes right now. I know I'd rather end it now than live on. The only thing that stops me, the only thing I hold on to, is the though "What will happen tomorrow?" Honestly, you never know. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. So, I'm not stopping you, but I'm just saying that the world will be a better place with you. :) I guarantee it.
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I've been in your situation. I've felt the worse pain you could ever feel in your life. I have been so depressed that I literally had to be picked up off the floor. I lost my mom when I was 14. I'm 18 now, and at the time I really didn't want to live without her..
I've had my share of a entire high school hating you & you feel like the only way to be happy, is to just leave this world.
I attempted suicide more than once. I ended up in a mental hospital for a few weeks and it didn't really do me any good to be honest. They told me everything I already knew, but I just didn't care.
I learned that life really does have a bright side. I met my boyfriend, and he truly was the one person that kept me alive. He treats me like a princess and makes me feel good about myself. What I'm getting at is, you will find someone out in the world that is worth living for.
It doesn't have to be family or friends or a boyfriend/girlfriend. It could be a complete stranger that you meet and you know that they admire you. Always remember that even when things get tough, there will always be someone who is in a worse situation than you, that you could probably help.
I have learned that suicide is really not the answer. You have so much to live for, even though you might not know it yet. There will be a place for you in this world and you will never find it if you die before your time.
Trust me, I know. I'll always be here to help. Even though you don't know me. I hate to see people going through the same thing I did, because I know how bad it feels.
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sweetie I agree with adviceman49
DON'T DO IT !!!
Babygirl I am just like you but my mother turned out to dating another female.. Life is to short to kill yourself...
I learned that the hard way being watched for 24 hours and 7 days a week for attempting suicide and it not working...
Life is too short to hold on
I am getting the help I need and baby I NEVER!!! REPEAT NEVERR!!!! GOTTEN along with anyone now that my doctor subscribed prozac I am doing wonderful I know how to maintain my attitude... How to just live my life to the fullest ... thank you mom now ask her for the help and i guarantee you that IT WILL WORK you just have to believe in yourself that their is a change in you somewhere that you have to find...!
dont worry baby the change lies in you
email me for any questionns
hotberry1995@yahoo.com or
stranjeowens@aol.com
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I am a great deal older than most of the advisers on this site, so my advice will be somewhat different from what you have received and may continue to receive from others.
Suicide is not the answer, you will only hurt the ones you leave behind. From what you wrote you are at this time not actively suicidal. There is a difference between actively suicidal and contemplating suicide. By contemplating suicide you are showing signs of a deep depression, most likely brought on by low self-esteem. Again I am basing this on what you have written.
Neither of these conditions is permanent. Self-improvement courses will not help your problems. These types of problems need the help of qualified physicians and therapists. You did not say how old you are, but if you are old enough to make your own doctors appointments then you need to do so and do so now. The first doctor you should contact is you family doctor, tell the doctor what you have written to us. He will probably want to give you a complete physical to rule out any organic problems. Your family doctor should then refer you to a specialist who can deal with your depression and prescribe medication if required. Then working with a qualified therapist the issue of low self-esteem can be dealt with.
Should you at any time have active thoughts of hurting yourself you need to pick up the phone and dial 911 or go to the nearest hospital emergency room. Tell them what is going on and how you feel. If you call 911 you can expect both the police and the fire department emergency squad to respond. Do not be afraid of the police or the fire department. They are there to help you and will do nothing to hurt you. The police are not going to arrest you, they are there to help and see to it that you get the help you need. To make sure no one stands in the way of you getting that help. Just so you know every fire station in the U.S. is a Safe Haven. Should you ever feel scared or think you are going to hurt yourself or someone is going to hurt you, you can go to your neighborhood fire station for protection and help.
I know how lonely depression can be as I have suffered with depression for a long time. I can also tell than now that I am in recovery the world is a brighter place. If you can talk to your parents about how you feel and ask them for help. If you feel you cannot talk to your parents, talk to a teacher or a school counselor.
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talk to a friend or family member and just tll them how you feel and im syre they will understand :) honestly suicide is not the anser. dont you wont to get married have kids but your own house and things like that ? just think about what ive said :) good luck x
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