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past always haunts me
i did something stupid in the past accadental but noone knows the true story just people think i am crazy and weird for it. it was 6 years ago tho and i have gotten past it. whenever i least expect is tho, it comes back to haunt me and peopple bring it up. im always scared to yell at people and be who i am bc im scraed people will bring it up and i am powerless to it. i didnt kill anyone or anything serious. it was just a mistake and i get tortured mentally for it.
i was drunk and i was tlaking to this kid in my shcool a year younger, and he brought up what i did and im scared of a boy a year younger! thats how pathetic i am. i dont want to go to school bc i am scared hell bring it up or something. uch what do ido.
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Hey,
If it was an accident, other people should know that it was. Instead of wanting to yell, tell those people that 'bring it up' to you, that it was just a mistake. No one will truly understand, until they know the truth. You shouldn't torture yourself for it either. You know it was an accident, it doesn't matter what anyone else says, and you can gain the strength to ignore them if they continue and get through it.
As for the boy; you have more strength then he does, and you happened to be drunk which is the only reason why you feel afraid of him.
Hold your head high, get past your mistake, and never hold what anyone says against yourself. You know the truth of what happened and you can choose to let those people know or not <3
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It's hard to know how to advise for this one without knowing what you did. If you're comfortable, you might want to put that as additional information for the question.
In any case, though, try to accept what you did and let it go. You are not the same person you were 6 years ago, and if people bring up what you did, remind them of that. If there is a mistake that you are truly ashamed of, then you know that that is not the kind of person you want to be and you will never make that mistake again. If this boy brings it up again, just tell him you're not comfortable with talking about it and you want to put the past behind you. If he keeps pushing, just ignore him. End of story. Don't let past mistakes define your future.
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